Bad Idea (Hariana)

034. GOD IS A WOMAN, AND ITS BLAIR KLEIN

BLAIR

I was now standing backstage with Pete, waiting for my cue to head onto the stage. "Are you excited?! this is such a sick fucking award." Pete asked me, breaking the uncomfortable silence between us.

"I'm excited, but really nervous, I guess." I admitted.
I twisted the rose ring around my finger. I noticed that I tended to do that when I was anxious.

"Hey, don't worry about it! you're one of the best singers in the industry right now. You're gonna kill it out there." Pete complimented, patting my shoulder.

"Thank you, Pete. It means a lot." I smiled warmly.
He nodded and returned my smile, his even bigger than mine.

I looked out into the audience and saw so many people that I adored sitting there.

Victoria, Mikey, and Troye.

My mom, my dad, and my brother Frankie.

Gemma and Anne Twist.

And Harry. Harry was seated next to his mom and was deep in conversation with his sister, who sat on the opposite side of him.

His curls sat perfectly atop his head, and his muscular arms were peaking through his gucci suit. He looked dreamier than ever. I brought my attention back to the stage and saw staff waving at me to walk onto the stage while the lights were still dark and nobody could see me.

"Good luck, Klein." Pete whispered.

"Thanks, davidson." I smiled back.

Pete laughed to himself slightly and rubbed his temples, attempting not to stare at me while i walked away.

My long white dress flowed behind me, which acted like curtains over my baby bump.

At the end of the songs, I was supposed to pull open the dress and reveal the baby bump to the whole audience, which had never been seen before due to my baggy clothes and if I do say so my self, amazing hiding skills. My bump was quite small, but you could at least tell something was there.

I wore a flower crown atop my head, matching the angelic God is a Woman theme. The concept behind my performance was ethereal, and I had never loved a performance idea more than this one.

I took my place at the top of a stair case, as my performance began with No Tears Left to Cry.

For this song, I was supposed to basically just walk around the staircase with some light choreography, while the dancers around me did most of the entertaining. My dress cascaded over the staircase as the song began.

The introduction part of No Tears Left to Cry began to play as I laid on the top of the staircase, staring up at the ceiling above me. The lights slowly began to turn on and instead revealed a majestic blue light, matching the Supernova theme.

Right now i'm in a state of mind i wanna be in like all the time. Ain't got no tears left to cry, so I'm  picking it up, picking it up.

I began to let the lyrics flow out of my mouth, the adrenaline rush from being on stage immediately overcoming me. I sat up now, and looked into the audience.

My eyes locked with all of the special people I knew there and continued on with singing the song.
I stood up and made my way down the staircase, beginning some of the choreography I was given.