Chapter twenty-three: Break up
I didn't received anything from Ranzel. I just heard the news, he's taking care of his called girlfriend 'bhea' Tinignan ko ng sarili sa salamin. My eyes swollen, three knock and the door opened. Sanara looked at me with her pity in face with the tray in her hands.
"Eat your foods now ate. It won't make you feel better if you make yourself hungry." She said. Tulala lamang akong nakatingin sa labas ng condominium ko sa terrace. "Boys not worth it to cry on." Aniya, nilingon ko nmn ito. My eyes became watery. Ilang kurap lang ay tuluyan na itong kumawala sa mga mata ko.
Ang bigat bigat ng pakiramdam ko. My heart stuttered again with the same reason! Ilang araw na akong walang kain sa kakaisip kong bakit ganito ang nangyayari sa akin. I looked at sanara, she's talking with me but I can't hear her anymore. Mariin kung ipinikit ang mga mata ko at iminulat ulit. I can't still heard her, I clenched my fist in my head 'cause it's aching. I saw sanara come to me with her worried face, suddenly my vision becomes blurry and the next thing I knew darkness fill me.
Nagising ako sa ingay na nakapaligid sa akin. I slowly open my eyes and roam it in every corner of the room where I was. Bumungad sa akin ang isang puting kisame. I almost choked when I saw my sister in my side holding my hands so tight. She was leaning her head on my bed, like she was sleeping. Dahan-dahan nitong iniangat ang mukha ng maramdaman nito ang paglikot ng kamay ko. She worriedly come more closer to me.
"Are you alright?" She asked worriedly. Tulala lang akong nakatingin sa kanya. After 11 years, this time she treated me like a sister before the stupidity I made. Tears slowly escaped from my eyes. "Hey, why are you crying? Is there something pain you felt?" Natatarantang tanong nito, Agarang umiling nmn ako.
She looked at me perplexedly. I sighed and trying to calm my unending emotions, composing it. She slightly pinch my palm like she was gaving me a massage. Bumuhos ang luhang kanina ko pa pinipigilan, Agarang dinaluhan ako nito at niyakap. I feel her warmth that I never felt after 11years. I hugged her back with all my heart.
I miss you ate.
I really missed you.
"Shhhh... Calm down, stop crying little one." She sweetly said and stroke my hair gently that made my heart fluttered. "Tell me what's wrong." She said while hugging me, I feel my heart aches as I heard Ranzel's voice in it. He once asked me that.
It's breaking my heart.
Damn you Ranzel!
I shouldn't let my guard down!
I shouldn't let him melt the ice I was building for the past 11 years!
Sana hindi ako nasasaktan ng ganito kong sinunod ko lang ang isipan ko!
Ang tanga-tanga ng puso ko!
Hindi, mali. Ang tanga-tanga ko!
Ilang minuto ang lumipas na ganoon ang position nmin ni ate. Kumalma nmn ako kalaunan kaya dahan dahan ako nitong inilayo sa kanya. She looked at me intently and caressed my cheeks with her thumb.
"Are you okay now?" She asked worriedly. It was really evident in her eyes.
"Oo nmn!" I tried to be joyful.
"You can't fool me." She griped.
I sighed. " I failed to love again." Mapait kung sambit. She squeezed my hands and smile at me.
"No. You don't, We don't fail in love as long we were sincerely loving the person we choose to loved." She smiled like she's telling me ' everything will be okay'. Another tears escaped from my eyes and smiled back to my sister.
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