A life to live

Chapter 14

Jennie's POV

days passed and I haven't seen Lisa again after that night I saw her crying alone. I knew that she was trying to avoid me the day that night happened, I saw her at the football field that time. I even got really upset for her trying to avoid me but when I saw her breaking down in the middle of a park, I don't know why but my heart felt so tight. I couldn't bear seeing her like that.

"Earth to Jennie!" I snapped out when I heard Rosé's voice.

"yah, if you continue spacing out like that we might have to take you to a mental hospital" Jisoo says jokingly.

"yeah, did you hear what I just asked you? are you fine at all?" Rosé worriednly asked.

"I'm fine, what is it that you were asking?" I asked.

"I asked if you saw Lisa anywhere, she's been skipping practice for days now. It's not good" Rosé says and Jisoo nodded. "she needs to show up eventually, the music festival is not coming any slower" Jisoo adds.

"I haven't seen her, I'm starting to get worried." I told them and propped my chin on my hands that were resting on the table.

"I wander where I could see her" I said and pouted. "no one in the band knows where she lives, hays is there someone in this university who's good friends woth Lisa at all??" Rosé says getting a little bit frustrated.

"chill, Rosé. You're not getting any younger, what more if you keep stressing yourself. You'll be old OLD" Jisoo chuckled and that earned her a smack from Rosé.

Jisoo groaned and caressed her head while I just thought of a brilliant idea.

"I know who!" I said and stood up from my seat. "who?" The two asked, looking at me with their heads tilted to the side. I just smiled at them and started gathering my stuff.

"I'll see you guys later at dismissal!" I told them as I rushed out of the cafeteria. I stayed outside his classroom, I was told that his current class is biology so I'm here waiting for him to come out of the classroom.

the class ended and students started walking out of the classroom, I was hoping to see Lisa anywhere but I failed. It didn't make me lose hope though, I was here for Bam.

a guy with black jet hair came out of the room he had this bright smile while talking to his classmates.

"Bam!" I called and that immediately caught his attention. He was shocked to see me, he waved at me and said hi.

"what up??" he asked with his usual cool aura, He's face looked so happy. "I'm just here to ask-" I was cut off when he pulled me away frok the crowd. We ended up in an empty hallway.

"there, continue" he says and smiles. "as I was saying...I was just gonna ask if you know Lisa's address?" I asked hoping that he does. He's face suddenly changed, he bit his lip and looked away.

"uhm...is that all you wanted to ask?" he asked. "yep, I'm getting really worried about her." I told him honestly.

"her place is just-"

"why are you asking for my address for?"

Bam got cut off when someone suddenly spoke. It was so cold.. we turned our backs and there stood Lisa with her guitar who looked like she was a walking iceberg.

"oh hey man! nice to see you" Bam greets but Lisa didn't even bother to greet back. She was just staring at me, I don't know why but her stares made me nervous.

"I gotta go...." Bam excused himself and walked away, leaving me with Lisa. I started fidgeting my fingers.

"why are you standing there like a mascot?" she asked, her face was calmer this time. "have anyone told you how intimidating you look?" I told her and she just gave me an amused smile.

she walked towards me until we had a good distance between us. "so....uhm" I tried avoiding her gaze. She just raised a brow at me, "you were just asking my address from Bam, why?" she asked.

"I was just worried about you" I told her and she smirked. "you? worried? I don't know if I can believe that" she says and gave me a mocking smile.

I smack her on the head and she flinched.

"what was that for??" she asked with her annoyed face.

"for not showing up to practice" I crossed my arms and pulled my tongue out. She then squeezed my cheek.

"ahh what was that for?!?!?!" I scoffed but she was just chuckling. "for smacking me" she says then walked away.

she left me again!

I jogged to catch up with her. "where are you going?" I asked. "why are you following?" she shot back and I just rolled my eyes. "if your going to practice then no one is in the music room, practice finished hours ago" I told her but she just shrugged.

We arrived in the music room and no one was there, she just went straight to a seat and sat as she pulled out her guitar.

I made my way to the air conditioner and turned it on then went to my seat. she started playing some notes, and I just can't help but smile everytime she play the instrument, it was like she was born to be a star.

I watched you sleeping quietly in your bed

my eyebrows arched when she started singing

You don't know this now but there's some things that need to be said
And it's all that I can hear, It's more than I can bare

she continued singing pouring her whole heart into it. I can't believe I'm witnessing this.

What if I fall and hurt myself?
Would you know how to fix me
What if I went and lost myself?
Would you know where to find me

She then looked at me with her eyes full of worry. This was how she looked the night I saw her alone. She was scared, I was too...

If I forgot who I am,
Would you please remind me oh?
Cause without you things go hazy