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 1st point of view𑁍 Seokjin 𑁍

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1st point of view
𑁍 Seokjin 𑁍

    fuck.

    That was the only word I could think of this whole week. I'd say that it has been the most miserable week of my life, and considering how my life goes by, you can tell it's been one shitty week.

    I tried visiting Namjoon regularly, but my father wouldn't allow that. I tried going by the excuses "going to buy alcohol" or cigarettes but most of the time he would just say he didn't need it.

   I would often get beaten, or yelled at for staying at the alcohol shop too long but it was all for Namjoon.

   So far in my life he has caused me nothing but trouble, I'm feeling the need to let the boy go. It'll be better for me and him, I've known him for a few days, but so many things happened in those few days.

I need to escape from him. The only thing I'm giving him is pain

1st point of view
✰ Min Yoongi ✰

When will he wake up? It's been too long, the crash was weak, he got a few cuts and bruises but that was it. Doctors say he was supposed to wake up in a week, it's been a fucking week.

   I've caught his sexual partner a couple times visiting, I tried talking to him but he won't say a thing. Jungkook and his boyfriend has been visiting too, not as much though. I get why they don't have time to visit every day, Taehyung has photo shoots and Jungkook is also releasing his new come back.

   Hoseok has been helping me cope, forcing me to go to his classes and sometimes gives me private lessons, although I wouldn't call them lessons. It was more like little flirts, then it would go to touches, in the end it would just end up with both of us on the cold floor panting.

   It's fucking annoying how Namjoon's "fans" don't even give a fuck. The only thing they're worried about is the expected new release being pushed back for him to heal. For fucks sake, at this point I just want to flick them all off for being so insensitive to my hyung

 








    "...hyung?" I say softly as I take a seat next to the male, the bed dipping at the new weight. I sigh, why did make him go to the company? It's all his sexual partners fault, if he didn't fucking distract him from the road he would've been releasing his new album, he would've been eating his favorite meal, he would've been answering my phone calls like promised.

   "You're not seeing that prick anymore , okay Namjoonie?" I say and take out the Ryan plush from the bag I brought, "I uh- brought your favorite one" I admire the plush, how much it meant a lot to the male

   I check the time and it's time for me to leave, I have to go to a fan sign in 20 minutes and I already missed 4 of my fan signs before to visit the male. "I'll be back, promise me you'll give me that phone call soon, okay?" I say softly as I bite my lip, holding his bruised hand gently

   A few minutes later I get up to take my belongings and leave, making sure to give the nurses a wave goodbye for the day

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