cruel intentions | kylo ren.

chapter eleven.

it had been two weeks since you were rescued by the resistance. you were taken onto another transport as the resistance fought with the first order on crait and you were accompanied by a nurse, bb-8 and finn.

with you telling the nurse about your chip, you had to undergo intense surgery just to take it out and you were unconscious for a few days after the surgery. they damaged the chip and you were finally free from kylo ren.

you also apologized for the killing of poe dameron, yet no one was mad at you. they were mad and angry at kylo, and from how you described the situation, they knew you were very vulnerable under the control of kylo ren.

you assumed kylo gave up on you because there wasn't any sign of him or the first order attacking. you were relieved at least, and could spend the rest of your life right where you belonged.

you did, however, had to stay in bed and could barely leave it. leia gave you strict orders to rest in bed and stay there until your burn and cut scars were healed, along with your neck, that had a fresh new stitching. all you did was stare at the ceiling, eat fruits or think about kylo.

when you thought of him, you felt guilty and wrong to do so, but your mind always trailed to him. you wanted to smash your head into a mirror when you thought of him, because your mind wouldn't stop reminding you of all the things he did to you.

the resistance had landed on ajan kloss, safe and sound. your mind told you to not worry about kylo finding you because you had a family that would protect you no matter what. they certainly didn't want kylo ren getting you back.

there was a soft knock on your hatch door and your eyes darted to the sound, picking at your grape. "come in!" you granted and rey appeared, a smile on her face. "oh, hello! you rarely ever visit me."

"i visited you two days ago, dummy. how do you feel? how are your wounds?" she asked, eyes softening to the sight of you and you shrugged, eating the grape. "well, i think it's safe to say you will never be seeing kylo ren ever again. we've been searching for of any signs of the first order, but there's none."

"i don't know, rey.. the first order being quiet suddenly doesn't sit right with me. it's been weeks, and you're telling me they're ghosting? it's either they have a plan or they're actually above us right now and ready to blow." you said, eating the next grape and she sighed, sitting on the edge of your bed.

"you're scared that if they do, kylo will get to you," rey acknowledged the truth and you nodded, looking down into your bowl of fruits. "he's not going to get you, and even if he does, he'll have to get through me to get to you."

you smiled small, looking up at her and nodded again. "it's just.. it was hell being with him. i don't think i ever had one single good day with him, but he surely is a monster." you chuckled softly and she gave you a quick hug, patting your back. you didn't react to this hug, only humming and thanked her.

rey left your room and you were alone, eating your stupid fruits. you placed the bowl on your nightstand, noticing it'd be nightfall in a few hours.

you decided to get some early rest, turning off your nightstand lamp and curled up under your covers, closing your eyes. you hoped to get some good rest and exhaled contently, hugging your pillow.

the noise racket outside your chambers was distant and inaudible, but it mostly was everyone thinking of what their next step was.

you started to drift off into a deep slumber, body relaxing and moon shining through the tiny window you had, with millions of stars twinkling.

your eyes snapped open to the sound of a blaster shot. you could hear your heart in your chest, and your body go completely numb.

"go grab her!" you heard rey shout to someone down the halls and a person barged into your room, telling you what was happening─ you spoke too soon.