The Office

Seven

Chapter includes NSFW/r*pe mentioning work!!

--Mitch--

I climbed in bed as Joel closed our bedroom door. He walked over to his side of the bed with a smirk on his face. He removed all his clothes, while I still had a shirt and underwear on.

He crawled onto the bed and over to me, wrapping his arms around my waist, "Can we?"

"Can we what?" I asked him, trying to pull out of his suffocating grip.

"You know what." I felt his hand slide down my torso and up my shirt once he reached the bottom.

He pulled my shirt off me and then forcefully kissed me, shoving his tongue down my throat. He played with the elastic on my boxer briefs before pulling them down far enough to play with me. His cold hand stroked me until I sat up, removing my underwear from my shaking body.

"Roll over." He whispered into my ear.

"Okay." I rolled my eyes at him and 'rolled over'.

He shoved his peni$ inside me forcefully, not lubing him or me. It hurt so bad when he started to thrust into me. I felt like I was being taken advantage of. All Joel uses me for is sex. Awful, and painful, sex. It only pleasures him, never me. He makes me feel so awful and ugly. Not that I'm anything other than that, but he's my husband. He's supposed to be the man that loves me and tells me he does everyday. He never does though. I'm starting to think he doesn't love me at all.
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I rolled over away from Joel when he was finished with me. I cried myself to sleep without him knowing. I felt terrible. I felt like I had just been r*ped by my own husband. I love him. I wish he could love me too.