Gods and Demon Assassins

42. I hate you

JENNIE

When I say Lisa needs to stay with Ella, I didn't mean 24/7. I didn't mean that she should be with her daughter all the time, every second, every minute, every hour and everyday.

Why does she have to be so stupid? She tends to push my limit every time she has her chance. Not that I'm complaining that she spends her time with Ella and Lucas, but at least she should've known how to manage her time and spare me some.

I can't even remember when was the last time I slept with her, she's always inside the nursery room with Ella and Lucas, she's always playing with the kids, bathe them, feed them, put them in a nap and she'll nap too. I mean, she really took my words inside her big dumb head and I think she already forgot that she has me, the mom of our kids, her girlfriend, fiancé, soon to be wife or whatever I am in her life.

Lisa forgot the one and only Jennie Ruby Jane Kim, now tell me how fuck up was that?

"I miss my morning walk, Jen." Sana said when she took the seat next to me and stole the glass of water in front of me, she swallowed the content before putting back the glass on its saucer and sigh in relief after wetting her dry throat. "Working out in a gym was not really fun and I really want to go outside."

"True." Irene seconded and sat across me. "When will you stop sulking and let us see the sun?"

"If Lisa remembers that Jennie still exists." Ryujin said and they all laughed, as if joshing me about my situation was really fun for them.

"Didn't you tell her that she should be with Ella?" The oldest among us asked as Seulgi handed her a towel to wipe her sweat off after having a workout in a gym inside this big mansion that felt so empty and lonely.

I pursed my lips and smiled at them forcefully, without saying a word, I picked up my plate and the glass, walked into the sink and tossed everything in it and walked away.

I was on my way upstairs when I saw Lisa sleeping on the couch, Ella on her chest and Lucas on her face, they were all taking a nap, maybe they got tired of playing.

I huffed a breath and continued my way upstairs and shut the door behind me. I need to go somewhere, I need to talk to someone and I know that she could help me with my situation because this should have to stop, I miss Lisa and it's harder than being away from her when she had to go and fight her own demon.

I took a quick shower and dressed comfortably, grabbed my phone and snapped my fingers. As soon as I arrived at their kingdom, they all stopped from their training. My eyes immediately searched for a particular woman and I saw her sitting elegantly at the corner, wearing a dark red dress, crossed legs, revealing her milky and flawless leg under the slit.

"Hi goddess Jen." Vamp Jisoo greets and I just offer her a small smile and they all greet me, I greet them back and I make my way to Vamp Jennie, Vamp Chaeyoung offers me her seat, as if she was already expecting me to arrive. I bowed my head at her and thanked her and sat next to Vamp gorgeous Jennie.

"What's up?" She asked and offered the wine glass she was holding.

"Thank you." I said and I sip on the wine glass, it tastes weird but I don't want to ask what kind of wine it is, it's enough for me that I have an idea that it's blood.

"You looked stress dear, I hate seeing my own self with that kind of face." She snorted.

"Yeah, actually, I went here because I want to ask you something." I said and I saw her smile and steal a quick glance at Vamp Chaeyoung and as she shifted back her gaze at me, she chuckled softly.

"Ella or Lisa?" She asked.

"Both."

"Ok, first.." She paused and cleared her throat. "We fucking have the same problem, though not literally the same but I know that Ella is your problem, she's taking Lisa away from you, she's a demon, a bitch and I really wished that Lisa didn't cum in–!"