3 WEEKS AGO...
It's been 3 weeks since nireject lang naman ako ni Inigo, medyo masakit parin but I am trying to move on. Hindi dapat pinagaaksayahan ng luha at panahon ang mga katulad niya. Why? I know this would be happening pero bakit ko parin hinayaang mahulog ang loob ko sakanya?
After the confession, umiwas na ko sakanya. Yes, he did tried to reach out, actually halos araw-araw nag re-reach out siya. Pero hindi ko alam, habang nasa malapit siya, parang gusto palaging lumayo ng katawan ko at yun ang ginagawa ko. Alam ko na rin naman ang sasabihin niya: "sorry, hindi ko sinasadya" what can sorry's do if your hurt? Anong magagawa ng mga katagang 'hindi ko sinasadya' kung nasaktan ka na? What you did is what you did. At kapag nasaktan ka na, hindi na yun mababawi ng kahit anong sorry.
Napapikit ako ng mariin at umupo sa kama.
"Anna? Can we talk?" Inigo said with a serious face.
"Yes. I think, we should." Malamig at halos walang emosyon na saad ko. Yes, I think we should once again clear ALL things out. Hindi pwedeng ganun nalang yun.
"Uhm, about what happened 2 weeks ago..." -Inigo
"Yes talking about that, why did you do that? Does playing with my feelings fun? Does playing with it makes you satisifed and happy?" -Anna
"I am trying to apologize, don't I? I also did tried to reach out, for god knows how many times. You didn't let me explain,"
"Will your explanations change anything? Will it fix my broken heart? Will it makes me sleep every night in peace? Will it conceal every part of me that's broken?" -Anna
"It won't do anything, but atleast let me explain my side." -Inigo
Napabuntong hininga ako at tinignan siya ng direkta sa mata.
"Fine. Now explain," -Anna
"Look, Yes I flirt with asexuality. But believe me when I say I didn't mean to hurt you nor your feelings. I--I just, you know not that type of romantic guy every girls wished to have. I know in my inside that I don't do feelings, and so I thought that I might just hurt you--" -Inigo
"But you have already hurt me." -Anna
"Yes I know, but can you please let me finish my sentence first?" I rolled my eyes and heaved a sigh.
"But it's not my intention to hurt you, believe me please?" -Inigo
I nodded and fake a smile.
"Is that it? I'll go ahead," -Inigo
"Uhm Anna... one more thing, can-- can we be more casual? Or- or just pretend atleast to be casual?" -Inigo
"Magpapanggap nanaman? Im sorry but im not yet okay. Hindi ko pa kaya maging okay at masaya, even to pretend in front of you. Don't blame me, it's all your fault, you did this to me." -Anna
I said and left, bat ganun? ang sakit parin?
END OF CHAPTER 17.
HELLO EVERYONE! SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT, THESE PAST FEW DAYS I TRIED REWRITING AND EDITING MY OLD BOOK 'FINALLY FOUND YOU' BUT I'VE CHANGED THE PLOT AND EVERYTHING SINCE IT DOESN'T HAVE A PLOT LOL. I CHANGED ITS TITLE, IT IS NOW: 'MESSAGE' PLEASE SUPPORT THE BOOK AND GIVE IT LOTS OF LOVE! IT WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED! I WOULD ALSO TRY TO MAKE THE BOOK SHORTER, THE OLD VER. HAS ITS 91 CHAPTERS AND FOR THE NEW VER. I DECIDED TO MAKE 40+ CHAPTERS MAYBE? WAIT FOR IT, YEAH? THAT'S ALL! HAVE A NICE DAY!
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