I was totally worn out, I didn't really know why in the very first place. But the last time I knew, I felt like I really fell for him, I mean who doesn't? Girls fall for wrong people anyways, and I think I also do.
Why would my life treat me like this? Im tired, damn tired. Tired of thinking and thinking of what might happen to me if I would let every piece of this shit happen, but then, here's me, waiting for pieces to happen and fall to its place. Why would love be this complicated? Never thought love will be good for me anyways, never found it on my vocabulary, but now... I am fucking feeling it, towards... someone, perhaps? That someone who I know would never love me in the very first place, yet here I am being this shappy shit, a mess, a whore, a stupid asshole falling for him, worst... not even noticing it.
Im almost about to throw up when I saw this damn bitch walking towards me, shirtless. fucking SHIRTLESS! Yes I know I curse too much, but damn, I don't give a shit.
"What? Are you thinking about me again?" Hearing that shit, makes me think.
"I hope you don't mind me asking," -Anna
"I don't" he replied and chuckled.
"Ano ba tayo?" -Anna
His happy face was now turned in a confused look, im pretty sure he doesn't have any idea what am I talking about, well atleast I am too.
"What do you mean, 'ano ba tayo'?" -Inigo
"Clarify things, Inigo. I mean, look... we've been kissing and flirting asf, and you questioning me 'what do you mean by ano ba tayo' makes everything, you started worst." -Anna
"I don't wanna be a damn bitch okay? But I just want you to clear all things up, because obviously... hindi ako pinanganak ng nanay ko para idagdag sa mga babae mo." -Anna
I saw how he looked offended and hurt but hell do I care.
"I might look like a bitch rn, but I dont care. I wanna clear ALL things up. So, to ask you this question one more time... please, please answer it with all honestly, disregarding my feelings getting hurt." I once continued.
"What are we? really," -Anna
I asked again, while looking at him, confusion all over his face.
"W-we're practically j-just fr-friends," -Inigo
He said that made my heart shatter into parts. What did he say again? Nabingi ata ako.
"Friends what? Friends who kiss and flirt? FRIENDS, as in F R I E N D S?" -Anna
"Why? What are you expecting from me? Telling you that I like you? I really really like you?, Oh no, I love you? Is that what you wanna hear from me?" -Inigo
"Then fucking drop the thought Anna! Because this man whom you are expecting for you to love you NEVER do feelings." He said leaving me like a shappy and miserable shit.
Ano ba tong pinasok ko? I knew from the start that I would ended up hurting myself, and in the end, I did. But I took a risk, didn't I? Thought it was gonna be all worth it, but ended up it wasn't really worth it. Told myself I should get rid of the stupid feeling, nonetheless I still did.
HI BEBS! SORRY FOR THIS ANGST, NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD MAKE ONE (IN THIS BOOK AND CHAPTER?) THO, I MEAN I ALREADY HAVE THESE IDEAS AND PLOT ABOUT HOW THIS STORYS GONNA RUN, BUT THEN, I LET MY HANDS JUST GO WITH THE FLOW AND WRITE CHAPTERS I'VE NEVER EXPECTED TO MAKE, BUT NONETHELESS STILL DID. SORRY FOR THE BORING CHAPTERS PEEPS, NYGAYS, I MADE THIS LIKE RIGHT AFTER (I MEAN NOT THAT RIGHT AFTER, MAYBE RIGHT AFTER A FEW MORE MINUTES?) THE DYNAMITE BTS PHOTO DROP TEASER, AND I DUNNO, I CRIED SO HARD AFTER SEEING MY BIAS' HAIR WAH! HIS HAIR BEFORE WAS BLACK, AND NOW IT WAS KINDA SILVER-ISH BROWN-ISH IDK, BUT I LOVED IT! I PROUDLY WANNA SHOW YOU THE PICTURE THO, BUT REALIZED THAT I AM IN NO WAY GONNA SHARE MY BABY TO ALL OF YOU HMPK, HEHE JUST KIDDING, STILL GONNA SHOW YOU, JUST DONT STEAL HIM FROM ME, JUST STARE AT HIS PERFECT FACE, GOT IT?
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HERE IT IS YA'LL! MY BABY'S SO PERFECT RIGHT? DAMN, WANNA CRY RN😭 BUT I HAD NO TEARS LEFT TO CRY, INAYAK KO NA SILANG LAHAT KANINA😭NYWAYS, THIS CHAPTER MIGHT BE BORING, WELL ITS BECAUSE... ERM, I DO HAVE TWO REASONS. FIRST IS, ITS CURRENTLY 12:52 IN THE MIDNIGHT, BUT IT WOULD BE PROBABLY 1AM IN THE MIDNIGHT RIGHT AFTER I POSTED (BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY I WOULD STILL BE RECHECKING MY WORK)THIS CHAPTER AND SECOND IS, KAGAGALING KO LANG SA MENTAL BREAKDOWN BECAUSE OF THIS BTS PHOTO DROP TEASER. NYGAYS, THAT'S ALL, GOOD NIGHT (OR MORNING MAYBE?) YA'LL! STAY SAFE AND PLEASE STAY AT HOME. NIGHTNIGHT, BORAHAE~
