amvee

19 (wrong)

a/n: you can play wrong by luh khel

"Anna..." -Inigo

"Yea?" I asked, without any emotion.

"Can you please let me explain? About what happened yesterday, it was-" I cutted his sentences off.

"Explanations again? Don't you ever think Im already sick tired of them? Dude, paulit-ulit nalang kasi. Paulit-ulit mo nalang ako niloloko, paulit-ulit mo nalang akong sinasaktan. Would you expect me to believe you again? I fucking tried taking a risk just to try us out, but what did you do?"

"Yes, I do know I broke that trust, pero would you let me fix us again?"

"You really want an answer to that question?" -Anna

"Please..."

"No, and never again." -Anna

I was about to walk out when he suddenly pulled me causing for me to bumped onto his chest. Naiilang akong tumingin sakanya habang ang kanyang mga mata ay nakatitig parin sakin.

"Let go," I tried letting go but im just not strong enough to do so.

"Not letting you go again," He said that made me stop from what Im doing, I fake a laugh as I gave him another glance. Ano nanaman ba ang nasa isip neto? Sana nasa tamang pagiisip pa siya.

"Letting me go? I once never yours. So, please do me a favor and kindly just let me go. Accept the fact that YOU yourself let me go." I was about to escape from him but instead he pulled me even closer.

"Let's stay like this for a while, please? Let me be closer to you for a moment... for the last time," He said with sincerity, but I dont care anymore. I have done enough, I suffered a lot, I went through pain for god knows how many times I did. I cried myself for how many times.

I shooked my head while tears still flowing down my face.

"This is not right," -Anna 

"If its wrong, then I dont ever want it to be right." I cried even more because of his words.

"I tried to rebuild myself but until now I still can't do it, just because of you. Just because I love you too much that I forgot to give some for myself." -Anna

"This time, I wont give you anything anymore. I would love myself even more and I think you should too. Let us not give each other a hard time. Let us not be hurt by loving each other because the pain and sufferings is too much, and I can't handle it anymore. Sasabog na ang puso ko sa sobrang pagmamahal sayo at dahil don pinapahirapan ko lang ang sarili ko, sinasaktan ko lang ang sarili ko, niloloko ko lang ang sarili ko. Let us end the pain, let us end the sufferings, let us end us. But I am actually making a fool of myself, there was never an us so there is nothing to end. But, let us just set each other free. Let each other breathe. Kalimutan mo na ako, kalimutan mo nang nakilala mo ako, kalimutan mong may ikaw at ako even tho there's none. Forget everything and live your life as it is, live your life like how it was, live your life where you never knew I exist. Bye, and please take care. Im resigning, thanks for everything. You've been a big part of my life and now, I am struggling on how I'd remove you from it, but dw, I would also move on and pretend like you never exist. Bye." I said and left, while tears still flowing down my face.

I never planned any of this to happen, but I've done enough. This pain and suffering should stop as I can't handle it anymore.

Who knows this will be the end?

SORRY IN ADVANCE FOR THIS ANGSTY CHAPTER, I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD PUT IT TO THE END LIKE THIS BUT STILL, THANK YOU FOR READING IT, I MEAN IT. IM NOT REALLY SURE WHEN WOULD I START THE BOOK 2, AND I DONT EVEN KNOW IF I SHOULD MAKE ONE THO HAHA BUT I AM CURRENTLY WORKING ON MY OLD BOOK, SO WAIT FOR THAT. THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR READING! I WOULD TRY TO POST AN EPILOGUE LATER AND MAYBE BONUS CHAPTERS? IDK BUT THANK YOU AGAIN FOR GIVING THIS BOOK LOTS OF LOVE. COMMENTS AND VOTES WILL BE MUCH APPRECIATED >3