fall for u [JenLisa]

sixteen

-jennie-

I woke up alone in her bed, my body still naked underneath the sheets. My cheeks warmed just by thinking about our kitchen counter earlier.

I can never think of it the same way again, oh my god.

After that fast, mind blowing orgasm I felt earlier, I felt so overwhelmed and tired that I instantly fell asleep when she carried me to her bed. It's hard not to when she was being gentle with me, whispering sweet words while kissing me.

"You're so beautiful," she murmurs while stroking my hair, "Very, very beautiful."

"Sleep, gorgeous."

All those sweet words were very assuring after I let her have a part of me that I haven't given anyone else before. That, I'll never regret.

She didn't let me do her though. Part of me was relieved because I wasn't sure how to, scared that I might disappoint her. Another part of me is anxious, thinking she didn't want me enough, which I know is stupid. I saw the way her eyes turned dark as she devoured me. It was like a different side of her I've never seen before.

Like a sexy beast.

There's another thing bugging my mind though. I've told her I love her. It might be unexpected on my part, easily admitting it to her, but I've known it for a while now.

I love her.

I wonder if it was too early to say it, but I've never felt this before. I wasn't sure when would be the right time to say it, but I know I would wait to hear it from her.

It's terrifying. I know it might break me someday, but it's Lisa. I trust her. Either way, she's worth all the fear of pain. You can't love without any risks, right? I know I'm still new to this, but I at least know that much.

The door cracked open, revealing her in her oversized shirt that I never got to take off earlier.

"Hey gorgeous," a crooked smile appears on her lips while making her way to sit beside me, while I clutch the sheets on my chest as I sat up. She tucks a strand of hair behind my ear affectionately, her eyes bright and happy, "Had a good sleep?"

I nodded, my whole face and body heating up now that I'm staring at her mouth and the occasional appearance of her tongue that were just swirling inside me earlier.

It was like my ears had a life of their own, tuning out all the noise, even her words, while my world slows down while watching the movements of her mouth.

"Ni?" she placed a hand on my shoulder, snapping me out of my dirty world. When I stared into her eyes, she looked concerned.

I gasped for air.

"Yeah?"

"You're turning red... You seem bothered. Are you really okay with what happened—"

"Yes," I answered fast, clutching on the sheet tighter. She noticed it and that deepened her frown.

"Hey, it's just me..." she places a kiss at the back of my hand she's caressing.

"I'm sorry, it's just—" I sighed, "I guess I'm just embarrassed a little. Are you sure you still like me?"

She smiled, eyes falling on my lips, "You're crazy if you think I'd change my mind after what happened. I'd tear this sheet away from your body if only it wouldn't make you feel more uncomfortable. That's how much I want you, Jennie. I've already broken my promise to take it slow. You're making me lose my mind," she breathes heavily, leaning in to taste my lips.

My hands stroked her hair, clutching them to pull her closer. I knew it turned her on when her kisses went deeper, her tongue boldly entering my mouth.