CHAPTER 22 - SURRENDER
TULALA akong pumasok sa loob ng music room. Wala pa rin akong sapin sa paa. Ramdam ko ang lamig ng semento sa bawat pag-apak ko. Ang suot kong ballgown ay puno na rin ng dugo. Napakagulo ng buhok ko.
Wala pa ring tigil ang pag-iyak ko habang iginagala ang paningin sa malawak na kwarto.
Bumabaha ang mga ala-ala.
"The walls of Dolorous won't let you feel lonely only if you have your own circle of friends. Why not make friends with the others? At least, hindi ka loner plus mababawi mo pa ang bad image mo."
"You can't please anyone here. They will just treat you as a juvenile. A criminal."
"You can't think clearly. You're feeling disoriented and having a hard time focusing or making decisions. Is that what you're feeling right now?"
"Ikaw ba, would you trust me to save you?"
"I'm a demon. Please stay away from me."
"Charles Darwin said, we stopped looking for the monsters under our bed when we realized they're inside us."
"Do me a favor."
"End my sufferings."
Dahan-dahan akong umupo sa harap ng malaking piano at napahikbi. Nanginginig man ang mga daliri, pinilit kong tumugtog upang basagin ang katahimikan ng gabi.
We let the waters rise
We drifted to survive
I needed you to stay
But I let you drift away
My love where are you?
My love where are you?
Parang paulit-ulit na tinutusok ang puso ko. Gusto kong isigaw ang sakit na nararamdaman.
Whenever you're ready, whenever you're ready
Whenever you're ready, whenever you're ready
Can we, can we surrender?
Can we surrender?
I surrender
No one will win this time
I just want you back
I'm running to your side
Flying my white flag, my white flag
Napatigil ako sa pagtugtog at napapikit. Sana sa pagmulat ko, bumalik na sa normal ang lahat. Sana hindi nauwi sa ganito. Sana walang dumanak na dugo. Wala sanang nasayang na buhay.
My love where are you?
My love where are you?
Whenever you're ready, whenever you're ready
Whenever you're ready, whenever you're ready
Can we, can we surrender?
Can we surrender?
I surrender
"Please don't cry over a dead murderer. You will live. Please never surrender yourself to the authority after this. Make the most of your life and change. You deserve a second chance."
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