Love In The Air

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"I am sorry for what has happened. Can you please forgive me for this time? I swear I will never ever lie or force you anything anymore. Please don't be angry with me. Tell me what you want to do. I will do whatever you want. Baek, please," Chanyeol says in guilty voice.

"I don't wanna be anyone's random choice."

" You are the only one now in my life. Except you everyone who came in my life was nothing but just a time wastage. Trust me, Baekhyun. I am not lying this time," Chanyeol holds Baekhyun's hand.

"Why do you have to add that you are not lying this time, Chanyeol? Actually you were always lying to me, right? I am nothing but a replacement near you. If I weren't here, someone else would be in my place. You only came to me,after Kyungsoo and you had a broke up. If this break up never happened,you will never have such relationship with me. I was just a cheap time consuming product to you," Baekhyun sniffs while trying to talk in not breaking down voice.

"Baekhyun, please. Stop thinking like this. You have got hurt in your head. If you take stress, it's also bad for our baby. Let me comfort you,okay?" Chanyeol tries to embrace Baekhyun. But Baekhyun still maintains a distance with Chanyeol.

"No.... I still can remember the night when you asked me if I could help you to forget something? Then it happened. If I was little bit concerned of what's happening around. I will never let you to do that. Yes,I could trust you even after everything. But you never tried to understand me. I always wanted to give you all of myself. I believed you were also doing the same. But you were nothing but a liar who played with my emotions. I still swear you were only one to me, I was never only one but a random replacement to you," Baekhyun covers his face with palm while not being able to control flowing years from his eyes.

Chanyeol takes time to endure with Baekhyun's complaints against him,"Baekhyun,I was nothing but so much afraid. Honestly I become weak for you just after marriage. Believe it or not, Kyungsoo made me to live in a castle of lies. He changed me. I started lying to my parents,to myself and then to you. I was lying to myself that I was happy with him. But he turned me into nothing but a pshyco. I trusted him blindly,and he betrayed me blindly. I don't why I was happy inside when my relationship broke with him . For the first time,I saw bunch of sun rays of truth starts to become crystal clear to me. If I never met you in my life,I could never know what is called happiness and love."

"Let's get separated, Chanyeol. You have find your solution of healing broken heart. Our way won't ever match anymore in future. So it's better to do right now," Baekhyun wipes tears from his eyes and tries to become normal.

"Are you mad, Baekhyun? We are now expecting our own baby. Don't say such thing anymore, at least give me a chance to prove me. I swear I would be responsible enough to prove me," Chanyeol touches Baekhyun's shoulder.

"Don't use the baby as shield to save this relationship. I know better that you were never happy with this baby news. Let both of us be happy in our own way," Baekhyun seeks response in Chanyeol's eyes. Why does this Chanyeol seems so unknown to him?

"Stop now, Baekhyun. Enough. You are saying these just because you are angry with me. We are going to have a little fairy soon. We will raise the baby together."

"What if this is also a lie? What if you find out another replacement of me? Will you leave me, if you get someone who can make you forget me by your expected charms? I am definitely not someone whom you have choiced,I just came randomly and forcibly in your life. I have grown up without parents, I can't let my baby to suffer a bit of same thing. What if the baby gets a broken family in future?" Baekhyun becomes so violent Suddenly while not being able to control his emotion. This is actually his present fear. He doesn't want his baby to suffer a bit of same fate like him.

"Baekhyun,calm down. Just listen to me. Trust me please," Chanyeol tries to hug Baekhyun.

"No means no. Never ever," Baekhyun pushes Chanyeol back while his body trembles in uncontrollable emotion. He cries while his hands are now near his chest in praying position. He closes his eyes to endure pain of jumping vein in his forehead which is trying to compensate his intolerable headache now.

"Baekhyun......... What you have done?.....," Chanyeol voice almost shutters watching the bed which has been suddenly uncovered from blanket because of Baekhyun's movement.

Baekhyun is bleeding again.........

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