Love In The Air

Disconnected Destiny

"Honestly there's so little hope that this pregnancy can be continued. Already two times bleeding in short intervals is definitely not a good sign. We have stopped the bleeding earlier each time. But still he is not out of risk. May be mental stress is the reason of this as still now every result of his report not showing as physical problem except the anaemia. I am not saying that this pregnancy cannot be absolutely continued, there's still Chance about 10-15%. His haemoglobin level is decreasing day by day. This is the condition of patient. Decision is upon you now," doctor describes Baekhyun's present condition to Chanyeol and Mrs Park .

As the doctor leaves, Chanyeol leans on the wall of hospital corridor while tear sparkles in his eyes. Why does it hurt now hearing there's almost no hope with this baby? Baekhyun had option of medicolegal abortion ,but he refused saying it's okay. But seeming like now there's no way.

"What Baekhyun has done?" Chanyeol  steps towards Baekhyun's cabin,but Mrs Park stops him. She knows better his arrogant son.

"Chanyeol, don't blame Baekhyun for anything. You can never understand mental condition of a mother. It's more hurtful for him now."

"I don't deserve anyone of you. Not you,not dad ,not Baekhyun. I forgot what's the limit of arrogance. Can Baekhyun ever forgive me?"

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Baekhyun has become silent and calm after hearing the present condition and future chance of this pregnancy. Chanyeol touches laying Baekhyun's hand  so softly,

"All fault is with me. I don't have courage to ask for apologies to you. You know what Baekhyun I started lying when I found out I am the only weakness to my parents. It's arrogance mostly than lying. I hardly heard my parents,when they told me to give up on any habit or lifestyle. My arrogance was so much intolerable that at one time I thought it's an art to being arrogant. I lied to all of you. I swear to you that the moment I fall for you,I didn't know how to tell you my past. At first I was afraid that may be I am not good enough to be your partner with my past. Always I tried to give you my best,at least something better. I was arrogant enough always to make something better even with lies. For the first time I am confessing to you. If you stay with me,I will change. Only you can change me."

Baekhyun remains silent for few moments. He doesn't removes Chanyeol's hand from his hand like earlier. He takes time to say what he was thinking with a faint smile,

"May be destiny doesn't want us to stay connected anymore."

"No, Baekhyun. Never think like that. It's just start of our life. If we can't have our little angel this time, don't get broken. I promise to you next time I will protect both of you with all of myself. We will obviously have our little angel just after your health recovery," Chanyeol presses Baekhyun's hand to give assurance.

"So you have given up already this time," Baekhyun wipes the falling tear from his eyes.

"No. I am always beside you with your decision. I won't let you get hurt anymore. But Baekhyun remember ,if it can happen anytime. Don't take stress anymore thinking about it. You have to mentally strong. I am beside you always to comfort you."

"I have already taken my decision, Chanyeol. I have to be strong inside from myself. I am ready to accept the consequence of this pregnancy. I don't need any support from you anymore regarding this . We both already know  that what's gonna happen. I want to endure the pain of losing alone without any consoling words anymore. It's better for both of us. I know better that Consoling will make me weak. Our way won't match anymore ,Chanyeol. Before anything happens, I want separation whether you want or not."

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