Your Existence

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Chanyeol wakes up after sleeping almost 10 hours straight. The surgical wound on his chest is hurting like hell with every breathe. Suddenly Chanyeol feels a warm touch on his hand. It's Baekhyun who is sleeping on a chair holding his hand lightly while keeping his head on the bed.

Last night everything including bed was arranged for Baekhyun,but Baekhyun chose the chair as Chanyeol was groaning in pain sometimes during sleep. Baekhyun was so much anxious that he couldn't think that he can sleep in bed in peace without ensuring Chanyeol is okay.

In spite of pain Chanyeol moves a bit to get a better view of Baekhyun. A little bit Sunday has fallen on Baekhyun's cheek coming though bit empty space of curtain through window.

Chanyeol keeps a hand to block the sunray coming through the window. Chanyeol can understand that Baekhyun has gained bit weight. But he is looking beautiful as always and Baekhyun is always can compared with himself only.

Suddenly Baekhyun's eyelids moves a little bit ,he checks Chanyeol once with half waken eyes. But within few seconds,he becones full waken and asks anxiously,

" Do you need anything?"

"Why you have slept here? You shouldn't stay at night here."

"I am not bound to answer," Baekhyun says in sleepy embarrassed voice.

"I am bound to you, Baekhyun. Are you still sleepy? This bed is so spacious. Do you want some space here?" Chanyeol moves a bit in spite of pain while groaning and still smiling.

"There's another bed in this room," Baekhyun gets up from the chair ,while not caring about what Chanyeol is saying. Baekhyun pours water on glasses and drinks while not looking at Chanyeol any more. Unconsciously Baekhyun caresses his tummy.

" You should take breakfast instead of drinking so much water," Chanyeol tries to find out something to start effective conversation.

"The baby is still on sleep mode. I know better when the baby is hungry. It's just a kick nothing else."

" Has our baby already started to kick? Oh my God!" Chanyeol almost shouts but soon it gives him unbearable pain in the chest. He gasps on the air only to get relieve from the pain.

"Are you okay?" Baekhyun hurriedly comes towards Chanyeol and touches his shoulder.

"Why the hell they have punctured my chest wall? It burns and hurts  like hell even during every breathe," Chanyeol says slowly clenching his chest.

"The doctor said that you would die if it wasn't done in right time. Just bear with it few days. They will give you painkiller again in morning,okay?" Baekhyun tries to calm down Chanyeol.

"How could I die without holding you and our baby in arm , Baek? Don't you believe me?"

"Stop talking. I will leave, if you don't stop," Baekhyun removes his hands from Chanyeol's shoulder. He was about to leave ,but Chanyeol pulls him towards him.

"Chanyeol,again? Again you are forcing me into something?"Baekhyun says in angry voice and harshly his body rubs Chanyeol's wound on his chest and his forearm hurts the wound even without intention. Chanyeol let's Baekhyun to go while clenching his chest while groaning in pain by pressing his lips together,his another hand clenches the bed sheet as he tries to tolerate the pain.

"I am sorry. Are you okay? Please be okay. I will call the doctor," Baekhyun almost cries out watching Chanyeol's condition.

"I can't bear anymore. Please be with me," Chanyeol gasps on the air while stretching his hand towards Baekhyun.

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"What happened, Baekhyun?" Mrs Park tries to calm down crying Baekhyun.

"I really don't know. I didn't want this to happen,eomma. I am sorry," Baekhyun hiccups.

"Hey... Hey ,why are you saying sorry? He is okay. Doctor is just dressing his wound," Mr Park assures Baekhyun.

"He is in pain .......," Baekhyun's eyes becomes blurry with another rush of tears .

"He is a trained officer. Hasn't my son returned even after surviving in unfavorable places? Baekhyun-ah, don't stress yourself. We have got our son back,now you are our only concern. Chanyeol can fix himself,but we have to take care of you only from now," Mrs Park hugs whimpering Baekhyun.

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"Are you still in pain?" Baekhyun asks in his broken voice to Chanyeol because of too much crying.

"No.......," Chanyeol replies shortly without even looking at Chanyeol.

"I am sorry," Baekhyun again starts to cry forgetting his determination not to cry infront Chanyeol anymore.

"You are making me to feel pain again," Chanyeol clenches his chest again.

"Then I will leave. Stay well, Chanyeol. I won't come back again. Take care of yourself," Baekhyun says while hiccuping.

" It's your choice , Baekhyun. But you know what there's nothing that's hurts more than you not being beside me. But at least stay happy. Your cry hurts me. If staying away from me makes you not to cry,then it's okay," Chanyeol sighs.

"Stop talking much,it will weaken you," Baekhyun wipes his tears while trying being normal.

" Baek,I think I love you even more than myself. Trust me. I can prove,but I won't prove. Because I think you have no space for me anymore. I am sorry for hurting you and destroying your life with a brat like me."

Baekhyun takes Chanyeol's one hand and place it on his tummy. Chanyeol feels a magical little moving on his hand. Is it the baby moving?

"Do you want to know your space? It's an existence that's growing inside me everyday."

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