Love In The Air

Immaturity

"You think I have returned only to get revenge on you? Revenge of what? I am pregnant and you still don't .......," Baekhyun feels like his whole world is going to collapse.

Chanyeol ruffles his hair as he understands that he has messed up again because of his anger. He says in soft voice,"No... Nothing... You need rest."

"I don't need anything from you who can't even honour my feelings."

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Chanyeol thought his behaviour would create a huge scene ,but Baekhyun didn't react angry or create any scene. He remains silent even during returning to home in Chanyeol's car. Baekhyun cries silently and wipes his tears sitting in the back seat of car. Chanyeol feels guilty enough not to understand what to say.

"Baekhyun?" Chanyeol gains courage to talk.

"I know what you are gonna say. If there's anything left to hurt me again,you can say without any introduction,"Baekhyun's voice doesn't tremble to reply back.

"I am sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. Baekhyun, don't....."

"Why do you think I will involve your parents again and again in our matter? Your mom can't build up trust between us. Something are never to be changed in life."

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Baekhyun is laying down on couch hugging Mongryong,while Chanyeol is now sitting on bed. He is giving guilty stares to Baekhyun,but Baekhyun is not even talking or looking at him a bit.

Chanyeol gets up from bed,he prepares the bed for night sleep. He places Baekhyun's favourite Pikachu plushie besides his pillow.

"Baekhyun, sleep with Mongryong in the bed. I will sleep in couch."

"No need. If you want to hear the story now,I can start. I will sleep in downstairs after telling the story."

"No.... You don't have to say anything," Chanyeol feels panicked suddenly. Can Baekhyun really read his mind?

"It's still ringing in my ear what you said to him. What do you think me, Chanyeol? I can't bear anymore please," Baekhyun can't hold his tears anymore. Mongryong gets up and cooes towards Baekhyun. The only thing he can't bear is Baekhyun's sadness.

"Baekhyun,you know that I can't myself when I am angry. I talked meaningless without even thinking. And I also don't want anyone to show interest in you. Because honestly you are way too good for myself , Baekhyun. I am scared of losing you again," Chanyeol tries to get closer with Baekhyun. But Mongryong has already detected Chanyeol as Baekhyun's crying reason. He barks towards Chanyeol not to let him get close to Baekhyun.

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At last Baekhyun sleeps hugging  in bed in arms of Chanyeol after so much crying and Chanyeol's so much begging to forgive him at late night. 

Chanyeol gets up early without breaking Baekhyun's sleep. Baekhyun is in need of sleep,as he had a tiring day yesterday.

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"I have something to say , flight lieutenant Park," unexpected presence of Kris in Chanyeol's desk makes Chanyeol to stand at ease after saluting him.

"Yes, but not about yesterday, right?" Chanyeol looks at Kris with corner of his eyes.

" Obviously about yesterday. Baekhyun's family was even familiar with mine. I knew Baekhyun as long as the tragedy of his parents happened. After meeting him again,I couldn't resist myself from my old feeling. May be it's sounding absurd,but that's my feelings of first puberty may be. Whatever even in your absence, I have always respected Baekhyun's opinion. I think that you know so good about his opinion. Can I at least request you not to behave with him that Baekhyun doesn't deserve at all?"

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"Has Baekhyun eaten breakfast and lunch ,mom? " Chanyeol phones his mom

"He is not immature like you to let others know what's going on," Mrs Park sighs.

"Mom!.... "

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"Baek, why you are laying down now?" Chanyeol ruffles Baekhyun's messy hair who is laying down on bed. Baekhyun usually don't take rest in such time.

" Nothing," Baekhyun pulls his blanket not looking at Chanyeol.

"Still you are angry with me. Baby,I am so sorry for my behaviour," Chanyeol cups Baekhyun's face.

Chanyeol,can you promise me something? You will take care of our baby,if anything happens to me. If I can't survive in this journey......," Baekhyun's eyes overflows with tears suddenly.

"What?.... No....Are you feeling not well?"

" Anything can happen anytime. My parents also......."

"Stop talking such things. Nothing will happen to you. Baek,you have to be with me to raise our baby," Chanyeol wipes Baekhyun's tear.

"What if I can't.... "

"I can't live without you,Baek. Don't talk like this please," Chanyeol hugs Baekhyun's petite body.

" I am so afraid, Chanyeol," Baekhyun whimpers in Chanyeol's embrace.

"Let's go on a check up to doctor. I am beside you always. Don't be afraid," Chanyeol kisses on Baekhyun's forehead.

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