I throw my hoodie onto the floor, revealing my black lace bralette. Even though I have never let anyone see me like this, I'm not insecure, in-fact I feel invigorated. Immediately after my hoodie hits the floor Jace sits up and kisses my collarbone and I pull on his hair, I grab his face and pause infront if it, running my finger along his bottom lip. We both breathe heavy. I love the way he looks at me.
I kiss him as deep as I can as I wrap my arms around his shoulders, he moves his grip from my thighs upwards. He grabs my ass through my shorts, no one has ever grabbed my ass before him and he knows it's one of my turn ons from my reaction. I slowly start to grind against him, I can feel him getting harder through his sweatpants. I pull his shirt off, I don't want to feel fabric, I want to feel him.
As I grind harder against him, his grip tightens but then he suddenly pulls back and pauses.
"Are you sure?" He looks into my eyes and I honestly love that he asked. It did give me anxiety but then I realise that this is what I want.
"I'm ready" I state, he lets out a breath neither of us knew he was holding in. A sigh of relief. He flips us over once again while kissing me, I bite his lip as he holds my hands above my head as he grinds against me. The adrenaline and lust running through my body together is a feeling I have never experienced before. It's overwhelming.He kisses down my body and pulls my shorts off and flings them onto the floor, not even looking at where they land, his eyes are fixated on me. Then, he kisses along my thigh getting closer. I pull him back up to me and kiss him. I reach down and feel how hard he is through his sweatpants. I decide they need to be on the floor, so I flip us over and pull them off, throwing them to their destiny.
Over the next hour, we just explore each other, it was amazing. He was amazing. It all felt right, he knows what he's doing too, so that was great for me. I had never really thought about losing my virginity much but it was better than I ever imagined.
Jace flops down next to me afterwards and we just lie there, catching our breath. I hop up to go pee (it's very important to do afterwards), I grab a shirt from the ground and put it on as I walk over to the bathroom. I give myself a quick wash after I finish my pee and then walk back in, Jace is still laid there in the same position but he's watching me as I put underwear on.
"You're just fucking amazing with everything effortlessly, I don't understand how so much perfection can be in one tiny 5'2 body, like atleast share some of it" he mumbles as I lie next to him again.
"Like you even look better in my shirt than I do. It's not fair" I cover his mouth to stop him blabbering as I'm blushing, he licks my hand but I don't care."But you're perfect, I don't understand why you want me, I'm just me. You're as far out of my league as it gets" I say while removing my hand from his gob. I cuddle up with him.
"That's a lie and I want you because I love you" he trails off. I think my heart fully stops functioning when he says them three words. I very nearly say them back but I can't. I'm just not ready to say them words yet.I know that he knows that I can't say it back, but he waits for it, he works for it and he's patient. He's confident enough to be able to admit it and be the only one to say it. It shows strength and the ability to be fully vulnerable to me. It just shows how much of an amazing person he is inside and out.
"So about that massage..." he perks up, I thought he'd forget about it considering what just happened. Damn, you give a guy your virginity and they still want a massage. All they do is take, take, take.
"Fine, a deals a deal, I don't have any massage stuff though" I admit defeat and give him what he wants."We'll go to Target"
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The Hooded Beauty
Fiksi RemajaJust a girl trying to stray away from the spotlight, but it's easier said than done when your surname is kind of a big deal in this town. Stay under the hood. How will Kady cope when she experiences life changing events? Will she crack under the pr...