𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒅 | moonsun ✓

36 | phases

im updating kinda quick heh

trigger warning for chapter for mentions of self harm and scars

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She's like the moon;
just in her empty phase.

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"You can't just leave, Yong," Eric proclaims desperately, dropping to his knees on the carpet of their hotel room. "Y-You can't just straight up leave this place, then you'll be violating your contract with the company! You'll be ruining your chances of achieving something that is once in a lifetime oppor𑁋"

"I don't care about the damn contract, Eric!" Yongsun fires back aggressively before focusing back on her belongings, stuffing all the stuff she hardly used back inside of her suitcase. "And don't bother to 'Yong' me anymore, Eric. We're done, we're over. Th-There's nothing to stop me from leaving you."

Eric's face flushes with anger, "Well, there has to be fucking something! I-I𑁋"

"Okay, then," Yongsun stops in her spot, placing a hand to her hip while turning her body to face Eric who looked like he was about to explode. He felt like an absolute stranger to her now. "Then, tell me. How long was that going on for?"

The question leaves Eric frozen in place, stunned, withhis body quivering from the nervousness or whatever was going on through his system that Yongsun didn't bother to care about. She could only wait for a response, one last response from someone who so-called 'loved' her, supposedly 'showered' her with love. All of the signals were there𑁋the days where he would disappear and reappear after a week or more, blaming it all on 'work'. It could have been work, sure, but the boy just seemed so inconsiderate of the girl's feelings lately and he took advantage of that. It's quite hilarious, considering that Yongsun used to think that Eric had always been the one for her. She felt relieved that she came to a conclusion for her true feelings at the end that they weren't for this boy.

Rather for someone else who is broken, and Yongsun needed to be there for them.

"You've got nothing to say?" she questions, turning to face back towards her stuffed luggage without looking at Eric's face. "Then there's your answer."

"You can't leave𑁋"

"Why can't I leave? Why wouldn't I leave from witnessing my boyfriend literally about to fuck another girl? I should've never came here in the first place, I should've never signed that contract anyways," Yongsun snaps back angrily, with more anger bubbling up inside of her like a time bomb. "You lied, Eric, have you not noticed that yet? You told me you loved me, and what if I say that I loved you? I really did, but you threw me under the bus, betrayed me and our relationship. There's nothing you can do to repair all of that."

Eric could only gape in response, Yongsun feeling the tears rush back to her eyes.

Pure silence travelled between both of them, both standing still in their places. The tension surrounding them turned extremely uncomfortable, especially for Yongsun. None of them knew what to say next even though there's so much mystery in the air. It's always painful to know you were never loved in the first place.

"You never told me you dated Ailee, had the longest crush on her in the world, probably still in love with her," Yongsun exaggerates, breaking the silence. "You avoided me the whole entire party last night, not even a single eye contact while I tried to get your stupid attention and looking lost in the process."