Percabeth One-Shots

Hi

So hey, this is the author of this one-shot here. I hope you guys are doing great today and for everyday.

This will not be a story. I am very sorry if I disappointed you guys and you can just skip past this if you want. I just needed a place where I can just talk about stuff for now. And I'm using one of the chapters. I might end up deleting this anyways so...

Rant time, yes?

Alright. Not sure how to say this. Okay. Umm. I always feel really bad around people. I have a feeling that I shouldn't be there. I feel like people are always looking at me. I have a feeling they don't want me there, too. I feel really bad all this time. I don't know why. Maybe they are looking at me. Maybe it's just me being stupid. I don't know.

I also think it's about what I look. 'Cause I feel like I look stupid everyday. I feel like I'm a homeless person or something. I don't know. I wear jeans, converse, shirt/sweater, and pony tail. And I'm not very attractive. I just feel stupid. And people are always watching me. But when I wear something different besides that, people still stare and criticize. I don't know.

I also talk weird, I have an accent, can't pronounce words right, sudden outburst of a random word, and my voice is not good.

I also feel like I don't have actual friends. Yeah, you can call them my friends but I think they're just being nice to me so they won't be rude and mean. And I kind of feel guilty or something. I don't know again.

I also think I have this stupid thing where I'm "happy" at one moment and the next I'm this loser that's freaking sad and all and people will probably think I'm an attention seeker or something.

I just feel really bad. I haven't had an okay-day for quite a while. I don't know what's going on. I feel like I'm doing it to myself and no one is part of it. I think too much. I feel like I'm making myself be like this. I really don't know.

I'm sorry