The Extra Malfoy

Chapter 11: Heartbreak and Transformations

I wake up early the next morning and quickly throw on a jumper to cover the mark on my arm before Issac wakes up. I stand up and begin packing the remaining clothes I have yet to pack. I finish up and sit on my chair, staring at the jumper of my arm waiting for Issac to wake up. I set our suitcases by the door as he had packed up the night before and brought his case with him to my room. I sit back down staring at my hands, zoning out to ignore the thoughts in my head. I look up soon after and see Issac sat up rubbing his eyes. "Good morning beautiful." I say with a soft smile ignoring the things in my brain. He smiles softly as he sees me. "What time is it?" He asks getting out of the bed and changing in front of me. I look down and check the watch on my wrist. "Its 10am. We have to be downstairs in 30 minutes." I tell her and he nods. He walks over and straddles my hips. I smile softly, resting my hands on his back softly. He leans down and kisses me softly, allowing me to relax for a while before he pulls away. "Good morning." He mutters with a smile before moving off my lap. "It definitely is." I say watching as he walks into the bathroom. I chuckle and shake my head before checking my arm quickly. I throw my jacket on and lean against my desk, looking through photos of Bella and my family before pushing them into my back pack and sliding it onto my back. Issac comes out changed and I smile watching him. "You look beautiful." I say kissing him softly. He smiles and kisses back briefly. "We better head downstairs." He says and I nod. I grab both of our suitcases bringing them out of the room and checking we had everything before we leave. We walk towards the Great Hall talking together and setting our suitcases to the side so that they're taken to the train. I see Draco walk in alone, and Pansy and Charlie walk over to us. We talk with them briefly before I excuse myself, walking to Draco.

"Draco, we need to talk. Now." I tell him seriously. I grab his arm leading him out of the Great Hall to a secluded corridor. He folds his arms looking unimpressed. "What do you want Onyx?" He asks. "Show me your arm." I say my voice shaking. He frowns and unfolds his arms. "Why?" I shake my head. "Please Draco, just do it." I beg and he nods rolling it up. I rub my face as tears fall from my eyes. "What's wrong?" He asks seeing the tears fall. I take my jacket off and roll my sleeves up showing him the faint outline of the mark. "When did that appear!?" He asks taking my arm and inspecting the mark. "Last night after Issac and I left the ball. He was asleep and I couldn't sleep so I went to the bathroom. I felt a small burning and it was there." I say running a hand through my hair. "You had nightmares, right? Things impeding on your dreams, ruining the memories you have?" He asks and I nod. Draco sighs rubbing his face. "Come and find me on the train so we can talk." He tells me and I nod. He walks off and I rub my face calming down and putting on a smile as I head back into the Great Hall and over to the group. I sit down next to Issac, turning his face and kissing him passionately. I pull away a couple seconds later and rest my head on his. I keep my eyes closed before pulling away completely. "What was that for?" Be asks and I shrug. "Don't worry about it okay? I love you." I tell him and he nods taking my hand. "I love you too." I glance at Pansy quickly and listen to the conversation they were having before we had to board the train. We walk to the station and I follow Issac into a carriage. We take our seats and I pass him my jacket since I know he would likely fall asleep. I sit next to him and he rests his head on my shoulder. Charlie and Pansy sit opposite us and the train begins to move. About an hour into the journey both Charlie and Issac were asleep. Issac moves his head, so he wasn't resting on me and I stand up, leaving the carriage with Pansy following me.

"Where are you going?" She asks me as I look through the carriage doors. "To find Draco." I tell her and she grabs my arm. "What's gotten into you? You're acting like everything is going to change because Draco is getting initiated." Pansy says confused and I take her arm off mine. I make sure nobody could see before rolling up my sleeve and showing her the mark. "Oh god, Onyx. I'm so sorry." She mutters. I pull the sleeve down and continue looking for Draco. "Just go back to them. If they wake up tell them I'm talking to Jason." I say and she doesn't say anything before leaving me alone. I eventually find Draco's carriage and open the door seeing Crabbe and Goyle with him. I walk in and Draco asks them to leave which they do. I sit opposite him, pulling my sleeves further over my arms. "You know what this means Onyx." He tells me and I nod. "I know Draco. I'm just like you and dad. Just like you always wanted." I whisper looking out of the window. "All I wanted was my brother." He tells me and I frown watching him. "I don't care if you don't follow the same beliefs. Hell, I'm only doing this because of dad." He tells me and I sit up straight, shocked about what he was telling me. "You can't get rid of the mark Onyx; trust me I've tried." Draco tells me and I nod. "You're scared about loosing Issac?" He asks and I nod wiping my eyes again. "I love him Draco. If I lost him, I'd have nothing left. He makes me feel safe, he helped me accept who I was." I say honestly. He smiles softly before sitting up. "The nightmares you had last night; did you see or hear anything specific?" He asks me and I think back trying to remember. "I heard someone calling my name? But I know it didn't happen in the memories. It was faded and hard to hear but it stuck out since it wasn't in my actual memory." I tell him and he nods. "That was Voldemort. He knows you have a mark." He tells me and I cover my face. "So, what does this mean for me?" I ask Draco and he sighs. "You have to join the initiation ceremony." He tells me deflated and I shake my head. "Draco I can't. I'll lose everyone if I become a Death Eater!" I exclaim feeling my eyes fill. "I know, why do you think I was such an asshole to you when we were younger. It was easier to push you away then get close. But it's your fate now, you cannot change it. We'll have to tell father." He tells me and I let my head fall back onto the wall of the carriage. "I'll talk to dad when we get home, just don't tell ANYONE about this, especially not Issac." He tells me and I nod. I stand up and get ready to leave. "Thank you, Draco." I tell him sincerely before leaving. I walk back to my carriage seeing Issac and Pansy talking. "Hey beautiful, you're awake." I say plastering a fake smile on my face. He nods and takes my hand as I sit next to him. We continue talking as we carry on with the ride, eventually arriving at Kings Cross. Pansy wakes up Charlie and we leave the train. I look around and see Draco. He nods at me, before walking to our parents. I walk Issac over to his parents who smile as they see me. "Onyx, nice to see you again. I hope to see you in the summer" Her mother tells me and I smile. "Nice to see you again Mr and Mrs Harlot and of course if you'll allow me." I tell her I turn to Issac and hug him tightly. "I love you Issac Harlot. No matter what." I tell him cupping his face softly. He covers my hands with his own, a sad smile gracing his face. "I love you, Onyx Malfoy. No matter what." He says kissing me. I kiss back for a little while before pulling away. "I'll see you soon okay?" I tell him. "I'll come visit when I can I promise." I tell him and he nods wiping his eyes. I smile softly before picking up my case and walking to my parents. I don't say anything as my father looks at me in disgust.