Hotchner Has My Heart

Chapter 12

"Y/N, you alright? You look sick," Emily asks.

"No. I was just thinking," I lie, my mind on my work.

"You thinking about your lover in his office-" Derek goes to say but I cut him off with a glare.

"I'm over him. Not worth my time," I say, focusing on the tears about to fall on my face.

Why am I even about crying? I kissed the man once and he blew me off.

"You were head over heels for him-" Derek begins again.

"Things change, Morgan. People change, feelings change. Get over it," I say, calmly standing up and make my way to the restroom.

I rinse my face with cold water and stare at my messed up mascara. I curse under my breath wiping off the rest of my makeup.

I walk out and sit at my desk again ignoring the stares from my coworkers.

When I get rejected by men, I tend to get over them easily, cause men suck. But "getting over" Hotch sucks. I still like him, he's like an addiction, I just want more.

The day goes by, slow as ever. Only paperwork, no new cases. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad no one is being brutally murdered, but I still like when we go on cases.

"So, I have a question, what happened to make you want to get over Hotch so fast?" Emily say, scooting closer to me. I see the others look my way, listening in on our conversation, but still working on their paper.

I chuckle a little and answer, "Easy. I never had real feelings, just a miniscule crush. That's all."

I hurt my own feelings saying that and I guess Emily could tell by my microexpressions that I was lying.

"So, just a question here, if I told you I was kind of into Hotch, you would be totally okay with it?" Emily says, whispering in my ear.

I shift a little and smile, "Absolutely."

Emily eyes me and nods.

"Good," Emily scoots back to her desk.

Wait, is she serious? Does she have a thing for Hotch?

I can feel anger building up inside of me, so I focus on my work trying not to stare at Emily.

I see Emily walk to past me Hotch's office and shuts the doors. I look up and I see her leaned over talking to Hotch, her hands on his desk and a file under her arm.

"Slut," I whisper under my breath as Emily leans closer, her cleavage showing through her red, v-neck shirt.

"Is someone jealous?" Derek whispers in my ear causing me to jump.

"Of Prentiss? No," I say, my eyes still trained on her. She notices me and smiles, handing Hotch the file. Hotch looks up taking the folder.

I turn around and finish what little work I have left as Emily walks out.

"See you guys, I'm heading home," Emily smiles and waves us bye. I ignore her and continue my work.

I finish my work and stand up to give the files to Hotch when I feel someone closely following me. I turn around half way up the stairs and see Spencer behind me.

He runs into my backside and blushes immediatly.

"I'm, uh, sorry. Just turning these in," Spencer says, looking down at the files in his hands. I nod and continue to Hotch's office.

I walk in with Spencer and we place our files down in Hotch's stack.

"Have a nice day, guys. See you tomorrow," Hotch says looking at me and I look away, rushing out.

Spencer waits for me at the elevator as I rush to him and he presses the down button.

"What are your plans for tonight?" Reid asks, almost nervous, as we step into the elevator.

"I was planning on sleeping. You?" I say.

"How about you come over and watch a movie? You can, um, choose the movie," Spencer asks and I smile.

"Can we also order food? I'm starving," I say and his face brightens.

"Of course, anything for you," Spencer blushes. I pat his back on the way out of the elevator, and he sends me his address to head too.

"See yah, Spencer," I wave to him, getting in my car. I see his smile grow as he waves to me.

He's so adorable.

A/N: I've been having some writers block, so this chapter might not be too great, but here it is!