12 | colors of silence

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If you know what silence is like
Will you let it know?
If silence had hurt your feelings
Would you let it show?

This silence I've known
It somehow chilled me to the bone
This silence I haven't shown
Now creeping away like a hideous tone

Once, I thought silence is my friend
That it will want me with no end
That its moment will be lent
That it's love, to me, will be sent

This silence I've wanted
Now left me helpless and taunted
Now it makes my life haunted
Like, in a cell, I've been bounded

This silence I thought
That will never leave me caught
Left me and never fought
All our memories turned to naught

I was like this until he came along
He made sure nothing in me was wrong
He did his best to make me strong
Even sacrificed his own silence that long

It never occured to me
This heaven he brought to be
He had killed my silence
And replaced it with his face

He changed me with just one blow
He took me away from my demise
He cared for me, it's clear and concise
His silence, to me, he will sacrifice

It never occured to me
This comfort he gave bountifully
I've never been this free
Even my eyes, clearly, he let me see

I see no error
I see no terror
I see the perfect one
On my side will never be gone

It never occured to me
A rebellious man he'll be
Colors of my silence
I want you back, I plea

He left me broken
My soul was very sunken
My mind was so shaken
I feel like I'm a chicken

This silence I've known
Why didn't I let you show?
Your beauty, your color
All locked behind the door

Broken as I'll feel
You've finally come back to me
I hope you'll understand and see
This fool I came to be

Colors of my silence
What have I done?
I destroyed you
Yet you came to be the one

Colors of my silence
I want to thank you
I finally saw your value
In yourself, it's true

Colors of my silence
You'll be mine forever
We shall be together
You are my life-saver

I remember being proud of this poem because it's a 17-stanza poem which I made in just thirty minutes before I went to bed

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I remember being proud of this poem because it's a 17-stanza poem which I made in just thirty minutes before I went to bed.

I remember writing this at 11 PM one night on a school day and instead of sleeping, I was writing this thing. Then I wrote it. And I finished it. I think this is the poem that started my hurdles in writing longer and longer poems for just thirty minutes. (You'll see them soon enough)

As for the interpretation, I never really knew what "colors of silence" mean. Don't come at me. Blame my thirteen-year-old self thinking random things to put together in a title.

Now, if you look closely at it, you'll see that it talks about first love and first heartbreak. It talks about the realization that sometimes there are things that we've taken for granted before and proved the one for us in the end.

How about you? Got a similar story like this? Comment below. I'd love to hear them. :))

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