everything i wanted (COMPLETED)

Chapter 19

If I knew it all then would I do it again would I do it again

Your POV

On my walk home from Tom's house yesterday I couldn't help but think about what he said. It's hard to comprehend it but I know what he said.

Tom likes me. He loves me. I could barely even function the whole day. I was trying to grasp on to what he was saying that I had completely blocked out the words of others sometimes.

How do you accept the fact that your only friend has a crush on you?

Well it was hard to grasp, but I have to tell him how I feel also.

Me and Tom have been friends for quite sometime now. So for him to have a crush on me is a big thing. But I'm not sure if it's a bad thing or not.

Meet at the park we went to last night in 20 minutes.

I texted Tom. I knew it was soon but I knew what I had say.

Ok see you in a bit.

I quickly got changed and ran downstairs as I called out to my parents that I would be back later.

As I walked to the park, my head sort of recalling the directions, my mind was a mess. Even though I had made up my mind I couldn't help but thinking about yesterday.

He's the only thing that's been on my mind for the past 24 hours. I can't get him out of my head.

As I walk up to the familiar bench I see that Tom is already there.

"Hi. Sorry to make you wait."

"No no no, you're fine." He scoots over as I take a seat.

There's an awkward silence between us. It was awkward to the point where I could look everywhere but him.

"Y/n, before you start can I ask you something?"

"Of course."

"If you had known about my feelings for you, would you change anything that's happened?"

It was a no-brainer. Tom has given the most fun I've had in a while. Why would I want to change that?

"No. Not at all. And if I'm being completely honest, I do have some feelings for you to." I admitted. "I know it doesn't seem that way but-"

I was cut off by Tom's lips on mine. His hand was on the back of my neck keeping me close to him. I felt his brows furrow as our foreheads slightly touch.

Tom pulled back. My eyes were still closed as I was taken aback from what had just happened.

He gave me a soft peck before I opened my eyes.

"I'm sorry. It's just, I've been wanting to do that for a while and you said you sort of felt the same and I had to-." He began to ramble.

"No. You're fine. You're absolutely great." I put my hand to my lips, the feeling of Tom's still there.

"So what does that make us?" Tom asked.

"How about a relationship?"

"Like a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship?"

I nodded my head with a proud smile.

"Ok. It's still pretty early, have you eaten today?"

"No. I was still sort of trying to figure out what to do with you and when I made up my mind I texted you and just left."

"Well come on I'll take you out to eat." He held out his hand and I took it.

"Ooh is this like a date?" You asked as he started to lead you to your destination.

"Sort of. This is like predate. We can't have a real date because that needs to be done right."

"I hope you know I'm still not gonna wear a dress if you mean getting dinner."

"I know you aren't." Tom gushed.