"I need to go.... I need to go home. Now" i said rushing into the bedroom and getting undressed, i pulled out jeans and a T-shirt and pulled my hair back roughly. I put on my clothes and started shoving my things in a bag "Maddison, calm down" Jai said from behind me.
"Calm down??! How can i calm down!" I cried.
"Im sorting out flights, we'll be on the next flight out i promise"
"We?"
" I'm coming with you" he stated
"Really? You'd do that for me?"
"Babe id do anything for you. I love you" he wrapped his big arms around me and held me tight "theres no way I'm letting you go through this alone"
"I love you so much Jai" i told him, I had never loved a man the way i loved him.
"Shit, i should tell Ava about..." I stopped, i couldn't tell her - id fall apart completely.
"Go finish getting ready, i'll call Ava and let her know whats going on" Jai said to me and kissed me gently on the head.
Jai came out of the bedroom with our bags, he had changed into jeans and a white t-shirt.
"Ava knows whats going on, she said they will sort out flights and be out as soon as they can" he told me "we need to leave now to catch ours".
"Already?..."
"I pulled some strings, we're flying out at 10am"
I looked at the the time we had just under 2hours "how did you pull that off?"
"I hired a private plane and pulled some strings"
"Jai.... I don't know what to say"
"You don't need to say anything. Come on lets go".
The flight was just over 10 hours, i spent the whole time wrapped in Jai's arms crying and sleeping on and off. We arrived in London just after 8pm then got a taxi to the hospital, which was another 30 minutes. We finally arrived at the hospital and i tracked down Dr Saunders.
"Ms Taylor I'm glad you made it" he said to me.
"Can i see her?"
"Yes of course, she has someone in with her at the moment"
"Who?!...." I snapped "who's with her?"
"He said he was a friend of the family...."
"What room?" I asked quickly.
Jai and i rushed to the room, i opened the door and saw Josh sitting beside my mums hospital bed! "Maddison!" Josh looked up in shocked.
"What are you doing here Josh??" I ask quickly, i don't want him here!
"I heard what happened, i came to see how she was and they said she didn't have anyone here...so i thought id stay"
"Im here now you can go" i say to him coldly, i cant help it.
"I can stay if you need me...."
"She don't need you buddy, shes got me" Jai spoke up from behind. "But i knew Helen..."
"Josh just leave..... Please. I cant have you here right now"
Josh walked out giving Jai an evil look but i couldn't care less about him right now.
"I'll wait outside" Jai said and turned to leave but i grabbed his hand "stay with me" i asked, i felt like id fall apart if he left me alone right now.
"Okay, I'm here" he said wrapping his arms around me.
"Im so scared Jai" i admitted.
"I know you are, but you gotta try and stay strong for your mum".
~*~
We sat in the chairs beside her bed, Jai was asleep but still had his arm around me and i held my mums hand too. She seemed so weak & frail laying there it was horrible, my mum was always so strong and full of life.
"Please don't leave me mum" i whispered to her, tears rolling down my face "I've met someone, his amazing! You'd love him. You need to stay with me so i can introduce him to you" i said quietly to her with a smile. My mum always went on about me meeting a nice guy, she was just as bad as Ava! And now id met one she wasn't able to meet him.
