I had slept for hours! When i woke up it was dark outside and Jai still weren't back. I went downstairs to get something to eat and check my phone, i had messages from Jai and Ava checking in with me so I sent them both a message saying i was ok and that id been sleeping all day.
5 minutes later Ava was calling.
"Jesus christ Maddison i was getting worried about you!" Ava shouted as soon as i answered and said hello. "Im sorry, i didn't sleep much last night i guess it just caught up with me"
"But your okay?"
"Im tired and my back aches but apart from that I'm ok"
"You'd tell me if anything was wrong...."
"Ava I'm fine relax. How are you? Hows Bo?" I asked while making a sandwich.
"We're good, its a lot harder than i thought it'd be though. Bo wakes up every 2 hours for feeding!"
"Christ! Please tell me Jax is helping out!?!"
"He tries but I'm breast feeding so he cant help with the feeds"
"Express some milk then he can help! I mean I'm not going to be the only one getting up every time bean needs feeding i tell you that!" I said with a laugh
"Jax wont wake up to feed her, he don't even hear her cry"
"Then wake him up and send him to feed her" i couldn't believe Ava was letting him off so easily "i cant do that"
"Of course you can! Ava whats got into you?? this isn't like you"
"What do you mean?"
"You were always the feisty one, standing for no shit. Always putting men in their place. Even with Jax you never used to let him treat you like this"
"Things have just been difficult lately.... Im scared I'm gonna loose him Maddison"
"What?? Why??"
"His changed lately, he seems distant"
"You need to talk to him. Tell him how your feeling, Bo needs her mum AND dad remind him"
"I know your right, i need to talk to him.... Just not yet"
"Well thats your choice. Just remember I'm always here for you and Bo" i said feeling useless, i just wanted to make things good for Ava.
"I know you are, we love you"
"I love you both too".
I heard the front door open and close, Jai putting his keys in bowl and kicking off his shoes.
"Jai's just got back" i told Ava
"I'll let you go then, i'll call you in the morning"
"Ok, love you"
"Love you more" we said goodbye and Jai walked in looking exhausted. "Hard day babe?" I asked "like you wouldn't believe! Im aching in places i never knew i could ache" he said laying down on the sofa next to me and putting his head on on my lap.... What was left of it anyway! "I couldn't wait to get home to you and bean" he lifted my T-shirt to expose my huge bump and kissed it "daddy missed you" he said lovingly, Jai had been talking to my bump for weeks after reading something about if you talk to the baby in the womb it'll start to recognise your voice.... I hadn't read this myself but i let him do it anyway it was cute. He'd even sit and sing, playing guitar softly which was beautiful, Jai had an amazing voice and i didn't know he could sing until he decided to sing to bean.
"Quick babe get up i need to pee!" I said suddenly doing my best to rush to the toilet.
"God this is crazy, the baby must be pressing against my bladder today!" I say waddling back over to Jai rubbing at my back "your back sore?" He asked noticing the discomfort on my face. I nodded and sat down "its been sore all day" i felt Jai's hands on me, rubbing my back trying to help with my aches
"Where is it hurting?"
"All down here" i said putting my hand on my lower back, his hands trailed down and started to massage where i had told him the pain was. It felt amazing!! "Mmmmm oh god..." I moaned "easy there babe you'll end up turning me on making those noises" he teased "you have no idea what this is doing to me!" I reminded him with a cheeky smirk.
"The things I'm going to do to you once this baby has been evicted" he said quietly in my eat which turned me on even more "you know you can do them now, you don't have to wait" i reminded him. I knew he wouldn't, the past few months he said he couldn't, it felt wrong while i was pregnant! I wanted him inside me so bad but he was being stubborn about it.
"Maddison i cant while your pregnant" he said "its killing me because all i want to do right now is make love to you"
"The way I'm feeling i want some dirty rough sex.... Then we could make love after" i laughed "I'm hungry for you Jai, I've never felt like this before"
"Jesus christ..." He said under his breath, i could tell this was hard for him too "i need a cold shower!" He sighed, i turned and saw he was hard which turned me on even more.
"You want me to help with that?" I asked with a smile, he blushed and covered his face with his hands letting out a frustrated moan.
"Come here" i said pulling him up to stand in front of me, i reached up and pulled his trousers down then his boxers freeing his hard cock. He moaned as i took him in my mouth and started to gently suck.... His hands were in my hair as he pushed deeper inside my mouth "ah fuck Maddison!" He said breathlessly, he was thrusting into my mouth slightly now, he was getting close already! "Look at me" he said, he loved looking into my eyes while i sucked his cock, i did as he asked and he moaned again "babe I'm ready..." He said warning me, since being pregnant i couldn't have him finish in my mouth. I sat back and finished him off by stroking his cock hard and fast.
Seeing the pleasure on his face made me horny as hell! And wanted him so bad.
"Thank you!" He said trying to catch his breath "i needed that"
I laughed and kissed him "anytime" i got up and headed to the bathroom "where you going"
"To clean up" i called back.
I walked into the bathroom and cleaned up a little, i was so worked up i felt like i could burst! I just needed Jai to get past the pregnant thing and give me what i want.... What i needed. I splashed some cold water on my face and neck... I needed to get this under control! But then i felt Jai's hands on me, on my breasts.... His lips on my neck "Jai....." I warned, he led me out to the bedroom and into the bed. He kissed me hard, like he couldn't get enough then i felt his hand between my legs i instantly let out a moan "Jai....."
"Its my turn to help you out" he whispered "I'm ok with this if you are" he looked down at me,
I nodded....id take this over nothing. "I'll take it" i smiled and kissed him. i could feel him getting hard again and smiled to myself, i rubbed my hand against him and felt him tense "Jai just do it!" I begged "we both want to and the baby will be fine i promise!"
"I cant..."
"Do it from behind, just pretend there's no baby! Pleaseeee i need you too!" Id never needed someone so much!!
"Fuck it! Come here" he gave in, his need to strong to keep saying no, he pulled down my panties and i rolled onto my side..... The next moments were pure ecstasy! Jai gave me what i needed.... What he needed and then we slept, wrapped in each others arms and satisfied.
~*~
I woke up alone, i went downstairs hoping to find Jai but he was gone. I saw a note on the counter "Maddi, got called into work. Didn't want to wake you. Back soon, love J xxxx"
I went to the fridge and started to get some juice out, suddenly i felt wet.... I heard water hitting the floor.... I swear my heart stopped as i realised what it was!! "Shit..... Shit shit!" I started panicking and my heart started to race... I felt like crying! I was alone in the middle of....god knows where we were! I managed to get back up to the bedroom where id left my phone and dialled Jai.
A contraction hit.... Oh my god! This was awful! I wanted to cry so bad..... I wanted my mum!
"Jai's phone" a woman answered "can you please get Jai! Its urgent" i said quickly
"His busy at the moment, can i take a message?"
"No you cant take a message!! Get him now its important!" I practically screamed, another contraction "jesus fucking christ!" I screamed "get Jai now! Im in labour! And i need...."
"Jai!!!!!!" The woman cut me off screaming for him, i heard a woman in heels running and then i heard his voice ask what was wrong "someones having a baby on here" i heard her say then i heard his voice "Maddison??" He was scared i could tell "Jai.... The baby is coming!" I cried, the tears finally falling when i heard his voice. "What?? But its not time yet! Are you sure?..." I screamed through another contraction "yes I'm sure!! My water broke already, i'm scared Jai"
"Fuck me! Ok I'm on my way! I'll be there in 10 minutes"
"Drive carefully! Don't be stupid" i reminded him.
"Okay baby i'll be there soon".
Jai hung up and i knelt on the floor leaning over the side of the bed, i felt comfortable like this. It felt like forever, waiting for Jai to get here the contractions were only a few minutes apart and i felt like i needed to push.
"Mum i need you here" i cried wanting her here to hold my hand and help me through this.
"Maddison?!" Jai yelled from downstairs "up here!" I cried.
He came running in followed by paramedics!
"I called them straight away" he told me as he rushed to my side.
"Help me get her on the bed, i need to see whats going on" one of the paramedics said.
They got me on the bed and the paramedic examined me "i need to push!" I told them
"Yes you do! The heads almost out Maddison"
"What??!!" I asked in horror
"Its ok, we can do this Mad's" Jai said sitting behind me "I'm here, we can do this together. Lets meet our son" he pressed a kiss to my head and i started to push.
