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Chapter 31 (MATURE)

Julia's POV

DISCLAIMER! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MATURE CONTENT INCLUDING SEX AND NUDITY, SO PLEASE JUST SKIP THIS CHAPTER IF YOU'RE NOT INTO THAT, THE NEXT CHAPTERS WON'T BE THE SAME:)

I wanted him so badly at that point, I leaned in slowly while he did until our lips connected and I felt the waves go through my lips down my entire body. I felt his hands slowly find their way on my hips and how he only pulled me closer. The kiss was more intense than the other, like an electric wave going through the both of us, creating a tension stronger than ever before. I couldn't ignore all the feelings I had for him and neither could he. His hands immediately went under my shirt and grabbed my bare skin, creating goosebumps all over my body. His body was pressed against mine when I hit the wall surprisingly. I felt our bodies move in harmony, feeling his warm skin against my fingers, feeling his soft lips on my delicate skin under my ear, all over my neck. He made me feel all kinds of things, making me moan the slightest against the kisses he left. I felt his harsh breath against my skin, and I quickly pulled of my shirt and threw it across the room, leaving me with bra and shorts. When I looked back at Colby, his eyes were darker, while looking my up and down, following every inch of my body, like he was undressing me in his mind. His eyes then met mine, like he was hesitant about the situation. "Are you sure you wanna do this?". It looked like he was trying hard not to take me right there and then, like there was one last bit of control in him. "Yes. Are you?". I jokingly asked while looking him up and down, noticing his toned abs, his tanned skin but also his bulk forming underneath his pants. "Oh, fuck you.". His voice was raspy and the deepest it had ever been and soon I was pulled into him and felt his lips on mine. It was so intense that we were getting lost in each other, I felt one of his hands tangling my hair, putting more force into the kiss and then I felt the other one griping hard under my thigh, lifting me into the air. I straddled him immediately and wounded my arms around his neck, winding my finger into his hair and pressing my lips against him. He was growling against the kiss and I was letting out a sqeall when I felt him push me into the wall, making it even more clear to me how excited he was. I clung onto him, while his hand was leaving my hair and went back onto my waist, holding me in place while his lips went all over my body. I craved him and he craved me. I then started to work my lips onto his, down his jaw and around his ears before going all the way around his neck while hearing his growls and intense breathing getting worse. He lifted me away from the wall which made me gasp and threw me onto the bed with surprise. He came down slowly too, crawling with anticipation and lust in his eyes until our lips could connect again. I craved his warm skin and pulled at bottom of his t-shirt, but he already knew where I was going with it and stood up before taking it off and came back right after. My eyes were trailing off every inch of his body, his broad shoulders, his arms around me and his tanned abdominal. I ached to feel all of it, and from what I could see he ached as well. He went further away and slid down, planting kisses on my skin starting from my feet all up my legs and near the end of the small pair of shorts I was wearing. His fingers slid across my belly before grabbing the edge of my shorts, pulling them slowly off and throwing them on the floor. I felt his soft lips around my thighs, going slowly closer and closer to my heat. He then went further and placed himself between my legs, leaving kisses on my belly and between my breast. He looked into my eyes to reassure, and I could do nothing but let him know how much I wanted this.

I then, quickly grabbed his head and pulled him closer to kiss him and slid down under him. My hands then went across his perfect body and ended at the edge of his jeans. I unbuckled the belt and let him slit off his pants while positioning himself on top of me. He smirked at me before burying his face in my neck, sucking and making me crazy which was something he already had done. My legs were wrapped around him as I felt his hips move against mine, letting me know his excitement and teasing me uncontrollably. I felt the anticipation and the tension between my legs, I moved my hips my his, making him jump up for a second, and letting me sink my nail into his back. His lips were all over my neck and his hands were in my hair or holding my waist while his body was doing the work, sending waves all over my body.

"Col...Colby... wait, I don't..have protection.". he didn't seem scared by it but slowly turned to look at me, before he rolled me over on top and held me in place. "Over there.". he pointed on the floor at his jeans, and I quickly bend down to grab them and find it. I didn't blame him for having one since we were getting pretty into it right before I even went to shower. When I had in my hand, I slowly moved my body against his, and pulling at his boxers while I was on top, which wasn't for very long. Colby's face explained how he was feeling when I was under him again. He pulled down his boxers and ripped of anything I was wearing leaving both of us naked. He revealed himself completely while readying himself for what was about to happen. My eyes trailed over his beautiful length before slowly putting the condom on, while hearing Colby's hesitant breathing next to my ear. I felt his lips on mine before his hips started to work, letting me feel him inside of me and all the pleasure that came with it. Everything he could make me feel was amazing and literally breathtaking. I was shaking the entire time and having to put my lips onto his neck as his went to mine, to just shut myself up. I had my fingers in between his thick hair trying to keep up with his pace, and constantly taking in the pleasure and pain Colby left.

"Col...Colby.". I couldn't get any more words out but from the way he was doing, it seemed as I was close as well. I felt the last wave of pleasure setting in as I came but still clenched to Colby's body.

"Oh, fucking Christ, Julia.". he yelled out as he buried his face in my neck, which he later on kissed one last time. I felt his smile against my skin, and I smiled back, while letting him comprehend the amount of pleasure just rolling over the both of us, until I felt his body stiffen and his hands digging into my skin. I then heard his deep growl and felt him pull out one last time before laying onto his back. We looked each other in the eyes and smiled at each other one last time. We were both covered in sweat and worn out by the time, and after I settled my head onto his chest my eyes quickly closed.

"That was amazing, Julia. You're amazing."

The only thing I had energy enough to do was to turn my head a little and kiss his chest where his heart tattoo was placed, but I hoped he understood that it was amazing for me too.

This man was mine. And no matter how fucked up the journey would become, I would always be by his side.

Author note:

Please remember to pray to god, Jesus and virgin Mary, because I will for the rest of the day.

- sorry, if it was too long;)