BROKEN (the list)

Thrity five

Harvey really wanted to go with Sam, they have come this far together it was important that they stick together

But their inability to come to an agreement is the reason they always have clashes
And because they are both stubborn and unyielding. No one wants to play the underdog

It was obvious Sam was keeping things from him and it kills him to know Sam doesn't trust him well enough to share her problems with him

She consider him much of a burden than a help, and if only she could understand just how much he wants to be a part of her life

With everything that has happened so far with Randy turning against him and Quincy hiring assassins to kill him and his accounts drained by His cunning friend Bruce
It all became clear to him that Bruce had it all planned out, he was suppose to invite their friends from school and other business associates to the bachelor party but he had insisted he would place a call to them

But unfortunately none of them showed up which was weird, Harvey recalled him saying he was enough for the party only for him to wake up drugged and completely wiped off

Now he is broke and on the run, 
But despite the trying hard times he still manages to stand firm because he has sam by his side

although she's always box up and stiff but she's the only one he would rather be with, she makes him feel safe, feel relevant, feel like he is a big part of this messed up world. One look at her and he is almost certain that everything would be fine even though she's not the most comforting person there's just something about her that gives him that assurance

It hurts that Sam doesn't see him any more than an hopeless stray dog, someone she looks at with pity and that makes him feel vulnerable, Harvey hates depending on anyone, the fact that he relied on his father is why he couldn't make time for his own life, his ambitions and just when he thought he was getting there his father shoves bodyguards in his face

This is not the life he plans for himself and with everything that has happened this is an opportunity to change directions

And with Sam gone
Maybe it is a sign to get started

***
Sam wandered around for awhile
Pinching herself from returning to the  bar
Repeating to herself that it was important to keep moving

she wonders if she has made the right decision by leaving Harvey behind
What if they catch up with him
He has nothing to defend or protect himself
What if Harvey ends up dead
Will all this effort be in vain
Will she ever forgive herself if something bad happens to him

But what can she do at this point
Its not like she can force Harvey to come with her
Leaving him here will also be a big mistake

Sam sighed as she sighted a church ahead, it's been awhile since her last confession after she met Miles Stuart

Entering into a church and feeling estranged never gets old with Sam
Yet it is the only place in the world where she feels safe

She moved to the confession box and stare at her dirty black pant trouser her black leather jacket and black top
She should have listened to Harvey when he asked her to change her clothes

she walked in and went on her knees joining her hands together

"Hello Father "

"Bless You my child"

"Oh father I am in distress, I don't think I have ever been more confused about making a decision my entire life "

"What is the decision about "