To the Shadowsinger | Azriel

Chapter 25: It all happened

Raisa couldn't believe she had been nervous around Azriel. She had even doubted for a second that he wanted her. How foolish. He kissed her like their lives depended on it. It was the kind of kiss that made your toes curl and head race. When he had pulled away and she saw the most beautiful smile she had ever seen- she might have believed she fell in love.

    Then again, she wasn't sure what love really was. Sometimes she didn't even believe in it. It was only lust or admiration. Looking at Azriel in that moment, it was neither feeling. She didn't have a name for what made her heart flutter. She was happy, but best of all, she felt safe in his arms.

    She knew he was the right choice. She couldn't imagine herself with anyone else at that moment as Azriel laid her down on the bed with the delicacy of a porcelain doll. His smile was replaced with a lustful gaze.

    She gripped the sheets as he lifted her exposed leg up and let the dress slide up even further. His tongue was the first thing to touch the inside of her thigh. He kissed and sucked, even nipped at the skin, until she felt like she would have to beg for more. He was so close, yet so far away from where she wanted him.

    His rough fingers teased at the fabric of her underwear, his tumb passing over the material in a way that drove her insane. "Azriel," her skin burned and throbbed. "Please."

    He looked up at her with a devious smile; his thumb still pressing against the fabric. "Please what?" A finger slipped inside her underwear, barely grazing her skin. "Please stop?"

    "Don't stop," she might have passed away if he did. She couldn't even count the times Caius would smile right before she reached climax and come to a complete stop to kill her high. It was a miserable feeling. She scolded herself for thinking about him- she told herself she wouldn't. Luckily, Azriel was making it almost impossible to think about anything.

    His beautiful wings hung over her head. He was still busy teasing her so she found herself reaching out and raking her knuckles down the rough dark skin. With a shudder, he looked up at her, his irises were almost completely black. "You like that?" She stroked up the wing.

    Her underwear was suddenly off. Apparently touching his wings was all it took for him to give her what she wanted. With only his tongue and fingers, he had her whimpering his name.

    When she finally reached her climax, he looked up at her with a proud smirk and she came undone. She had never felt such a desire for someone in her whole life. She greedily wanted more as his fingers slipped out of her so he could pull his shirt off.

    His toned stomach was covered in light scars. She could almost imagine the stories they told. She didn't have much time to see before her eyes fell to the hard outline of his pants.

She sat up, pulling her dress off, and saw his eyes fill with hunger as they traveled down her body. He had her pinned down in an instant, her hands held above her head as he devoured her breast with his mouth. He kissed and sucked leaving little red marks on her skin.

He was certainly taking his time, she thought. Not that she was complaining but he was driving her mad with anticipation. She had already said please once, she wasn't going to ask again. Her fingers didn't fumble on his pant zipper. He looked up at her with her nipple still in his mouth, and with one final pass of his tongue, he was helping her remove his pants.

Her eyes went wide at the sight of him. It was... she didn't know they could be that size. It wasn't going to fit. He was going to utterly destroy her. She couldn't tell if that scared or excited her.

Azriel chuckled and kissed her lips. "You're alright?"

Her thighs tingled where it pressed against. She kissed him back until she was remembering just how much she wanted him inside of her. It would be alright. This was Azriel. She couldn't not look at him and feel safe, feel warm, feel desire.

She wanted him more than anything else in the world in that moment. Her hand slipped between them until she was guiding him to her entrance.

It all happened in a split second. He pushed inside her, green eyes met hazel, and the mating bond snapped into existence.