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Emilia's Pov-
His car stopped just along a empty-ish parking lot. A few cars were parked here and there but no people were around. I'm kind of glad, I look like a hot mess.
Where we were at was breathtaking, I've always loved winter. Snow covers the tree tops and the ground. Most of the trees around here are dead besides a few pine trees scattered along the small hood of trees. Ice lines some spots and the sides of the parking lot, almost like you could go ice staking here. It was small, secluded, and just over small. You could see a few paths that lead into his place, where are we?
When the tailgate of Jaden's truck closes, a fairly new car i've never seen before may I add, he turns towards me. It was a older black one but all the fixes were new. The trim was an older but everything else looked great.
"It was my early Christmas present from my mom. It was my childhood truck and she fixed a few things up. 2004 actually" He look sat me, shooting me a small smile as he read my mind. I slowly nodded. I didn't care whatever it was, it suited him.
He reached out and grabbed my hand, while the other one had a assortment of blankets in his grip. He began walking toward one of the 5 trails and we followed it all the way to a small break in the forest,
and I couldn't help but smile.
It was a private beach. There wasn't any water moving but ice engulfed where the water would usually be, snow glazed over it. A small drop off sat below my feet of where we were standing. The trees suddenly thick and everything goes silent. The only noise I could hear was our synchronized breathing. This was peaceful.
"Found this place the other day walking around here. Neat hun?" He pauses and looks at me. "I bet in the summer it will be really gorgeous out here. It's like our own little cove."
A small smile etches on my face, it was barley noticeable to the human eye but I could tell Jaden picked up on it as his smile grew.
We stood there silent for awhile, getting lost in the site in front of us. The breeze nipping at our noses and cheeks, turning them a bright red but there was nothing but sparkle in one of our eyes. He looked like a little kid on christmas. Water was his peace place.
He finally snapped out of his gaze when he turned around and laid a huge comforter over the snow cover ground, taking the extra two blankets and wrapping on around me and the other around himself and we sat down.
I could already feel my body un-tense. This was like our mini get away. I felt so disconnected to the world here. It was just us two and the water. It was just our own thoughts and the only thing that could be heard was simply us and I loved every second of it. It was like nothing could hurt us, nothing would hurt us here.
"You wanna know what's funny?" I croaked after a few minutes of another deadly silence. A 'hmm' noise came from Jaden so I continued. "You could hate someone. You could have pure hatred run through your veins for them yet still miss them. You could hate them for what they did or what they were going to do but there will be those nights where you wondered if they could be good, could be the person everyone loved. I hate those nights"
"Me too Em, me too"
"And you wanna know what's more fucking annoying?" I ramble. "That everyone is so oblivious to it. Like something horrible could happen, something that ruined a persons life and then no one believes you because they don't see the bad. They're too wrapped up in the good of a person to see the bad." I let out a small breath, the hot air mixing with the cold air making white smoke coming out my mouth. My heart sank.
"Sometimes, that what we need to see. Sometimes, we just see the good, we gotta see the bad too. We gotta see someone's demons sometimes. That's what I hate. I hate it all."
He just nods, his eyes fixed on the horizon, watching a few snow geese walk around the ice, poking their heads in the small cracks placed around the place.
"You wanna know what's even more messed up?" He spoke. I slowly nodded, feeling a headache slowly creeping up on me.
"It's always the person you least expect it from"
to be continued.....
a/n: idk if I like this or not but yolo.
Anyways, I wanted to clear some things up really quick.
I DO NOT PLAN MY BOOKS. ahhaha, I don't have time for thag and write when I want too. That sounds bad buts it not. I love writing but planning is boring so there is a lot of plot holes that I forgot. I mostly write these tiny fan fix's just to test my skills. This one is based on theme of trying new things and stretching things out. Learning the key basics. So, I'm so sorry if this confuses everyone. I don't plan any of my book and never have. I feel like it can be mess but messy can be amazing. So sorry if I confuse anyone. okay i'm done rambling.
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FanfictionEmilia Allen, the girl with normal black hair and dark hazel eyes try to make through what seems like the ultimate battle. The battle of herself. Throughout the various challenges that are thrown her way, this one stumps her. Love. She fell into t...