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Chapter 26

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Emilia's Pov-

I woke up after another sleepless night, only obtaining maybe a hour of sleep. My mind was just wondering.

I have an unsettling feeling and I can't seem to pin-point what it is. I don't think it's Jaden, or maybe it is. Maybe it is the situation once dragged myself into, maybes it all those years have dragged my ass into a literal pit of hell. I just have an uneasy-gut wrenching- feeling.

Letting out a sigh, I pull the blankets off myself, taking my hands and rubbing my eyes. I can tell I look like a hot mess. I'm sleep deprived, lazy, probably letting down anyone that even close enough to even stand by me (aka ja). I'm failing at life but I don't have the energy to care. The only reason i'm standing up right now is only due to the fact that i'm hungry for the first time in days and I want food. Maybe that will magically solve all my problems.

Only some can hope.

Walking into my kitchen, my eyes spot a shirtless Jaden who is cooking blueberry pancakes. There is not noise expect from the sizzling from the pan next to the batter which I can only assume is either bacon or sausage. I don't even know where he got any of this nor why it's so quiet in here. I could never focus when it was quiet.

"Morning" Jaden's voice snaps me out of my thoughts. My eyes look back up to him and he is just standing there, still looking down. Was I really that loud coming in?

"Morning" I grumble walking to the fridge to pull out a water bottle that I always keep the in fridge. I prefer cold water over room temperature water.

"How did you sleep?"

I shrug, beside the hour of sleep I did get and the pounding headache I have, last night was fine.  I just want everything to disappear, I want my thoughts to disappear. When I hear a clank and two little pin noises, I take my head out of heads; in front of me sits two Tylenol's. I send a thankful smile to Jaden before popping them into my mouth.

"I don't understand it" I mumble.

"Understand what?" Jaden ask. Setting a small plate of two blueberry pancakes and a couple pieces of bacon, stealing one for himself.

"Thank you. I don't know. I don't understand why you're here. I've been nothing but shit to you the past few months and then I do something stupid and you come back. You deserve better than that. All I can seem to do is cry and be a waste of time." I mutter. I don't know if I really mean what I say or not. My lack of sleep is making me honestly blunt.

"I came back because I care. I honestly rather have someon-you- rather then some plastic barbie who is only in for the sex. You need me, I'm here. You ever want anything, I got it. Just because we both done messed up shut doesn't mean you deserve to suffer. I'm not gonna pry anything from you or ask for anything because it's you're story to tell not mine but as you're friend, I'm here for you. Don't make me knock that into you're tiny head of yours." He sends me a soft smile, before pointing a finger at me. "Now, I have to run back to my house for a bit to help my mom but I promise i'll be back later. Try getting some sleep, I picked up some melatonin when I was out early, take some."

Before I can even protest or say anything, he pulls his hoodie on and walks out the door with his keys and phone in hand and he left me dumbfounded. Hell, I didn't expect of whole fucking speech.

I don't deserve him at all nor believe his whole entire speech.  I'm thankful for him but I can't help

I stand up, bringing my plate to the sink after I mange to eat everything. My stomach is secretly thanking me for actually eating something proper for the first time in days, i've been living off a couple crackers a day. It's not healthy and I probably look like a twig, a very very dead twig.