𝑅𝑜𝑐𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑|| 𝑗.ℎ

Chapter 32

Emilia's Pov:
*skip to the first day back*

I've been sitting in the school parking lot for over an hour, missing my first class and it's eating into my second class. I really don't want to go inside that building.

During the span of the last two weeks, everything has been great. Spending the holidays with Jaden and his mom was one of the best two weeks of my life. I had had moments or even night, actually most nights but that's besides the point. I made a deal and I stuck with it. I tried my damn hardest to let go and just shake it off but I didn't think about how it was going to end up leading me to this.

Stuck with no plan, freaking the fuck out.

I still haven't even turned my phone on. It's bad bad.

I talked to Jaden briefly about what I am, and truly I really don't know. I think I like girls and guys but I don't know if I ready to put a label on that yet. I really don't know. I'm terrified. I'm utterly terrified of everything, of what I might be.

I'm scared of what everyone's gonna say when I walk inside. All the looks, the talking behind my back, the gossiping, the whispering, the hateful stares, the petty stares. I never thought of the how bad it would be once I got back here. It completely slipped my mind, my back up plan gone, not that I had on in the first place anyways. I haven't seen Jaden today so I can't even rely on him. I don't even know if he is in school. I haven't even turned on my phone from two damn weeks ago, fuck me.

I reach over the small barrier of the, grabbing my phone with shaky hand. I slowly turn on the power button and wait a few minutes before the bright light on my phone shines up on my face. I brace myself for the spam of messages but nothing pops up. Well, expect a few different text from Jaden and one from Michael.

Why was Michael texting me?

Unlocking my phone, I make my way to my messages . I only have three messages? Where did they all go.

Ja Ja:):

-Hey goober. You are probably not going to be reading this till the day school starts but just so you don't be alarm, all your messages are gone and people should leave you alone. I deleted all of them and dealt with most people, even Jasmine. I didn't snoop through your phone, I just dealt with somethings and deleted messages. I didn't bother touching Lily's and Michael's text, that is you're business. Just be careful love, Have a good day and hopefully I will see you today. Love your favorite person.-

Michael:

-Hey Em. How are you doing?  Do you need anything? Are you okay? Jaden's really got your back you know, he really does. Just be careful with that. I'm here for you even if I don't seem like it. You should really answer Lily sometimes soon. -

Lily:

-Em, can we please talk about this?-

-Hello? I'm sorry for Jasmine finding out, I didn't know she was there. Are you okay?-

-Please tell me you are okay. I'm sorry em.-

-I should've of ran, I should talked it out. I took the situation out of proportion and I didn't mean to let the whole school know-

-I'm not asking the world god dammit, I just asking if you are alive! Answer me!-

- I stopped by your house and you weren't there. Jaden won't tell me where you are either. Emilia please.-

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And that was the last she texted me, that was a week ago. Before I could even respond to any of them, Jaden's name flashes across the screen.