𝑅𝑜𝑐𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑|| 𝑗.ℎ

Chapter 29

*ahaha. my posting sucks and for that, i'm gravely sorry. idk. Just been ok most days but really bad other days. I haven't had the motivation to do even touch anything lately and that including school. I 6ft hole would be very nice right now but i'm forcing myself to write this so hopefully it's okay? Anyways, sorry for my lack on posting, I just haven't been feeling it and my sleep is god awful so just don't want to act like I don't care. I do, just don't have the will to do anything about it. idk. Sending my love- me<3*

Emilia Pov*

After dinner with Jaden's mom, I've mange to learn some very key interesting facts about him.

1. When he was a baby, he had the chubbiest cheeks you could ever imagine. Yes the baby stories came out.

2. Jaden is currently failing his math class, Calculus. Which I'm not surprised about because we are both taking biology again.

3. Not that any man of guy on the planet wants someone to know this but Jaden is the biggest softie in the entire world. You could see the way his eyes lite up when he laughed or the admiration he had for his mom. I didn't dare ask a question on his dad to any of them because I knew that was a sore subject with them but there was no doubt Jaden was more than this asshole exterior, he was different.

4. The last time he peed his pants was in 7th grade.

The last one was my favorite fact of the day because I can know hold this against him for ages. I'm never letting this on go. It was vital information for our friendship. vital.

All that aside, I really loved Jaden's mom. She didn't look much like Jaden expect they share the same eyes. Her straight blonde hair and high cheek bone structure are nothing like his dark light curly hair and define jaw. If they didn't have the same exact eyes I don't think I would guess they were mother and son but those damn eyes, I swear it's a blessing.

I love Jaden's and Amy's eyes. There like ice but the subtleness of the sea. Small flecks of a darker blue aren't very noticeable unless you look closely at them but even for there smallness, it somehow went perfectly with their eyes. I would kill to have his eyes but I got lucky and stuck with my dad's god awful eyes, a murky green. On anyone else, they would look killer but on me, it just doesn't fit. Maybe that's to do with who I got them from I disconnected from them or I just don't like them. I think I go with the first option.

I hated my dad, my parents, my sister, more than anything in the world. What they did, what he did, was u forgivable. They chose themselves over me. They made me feel like I was the culprit, like I was insane. Not once did they think for a second about how I felt and how it was effecting me, not one single time. No one ever bothered to even check up on me these last 3 and a half years. Not a single one of them and I guess that's what hurt the most; they didn't care.

Not even my own sister.

Ignoring the sinking feeling in my stomach and the bile rising in my throat, I continue scrolling through my laptop just clicking through some random things that pop up and I ended up on a painting school not too far from here. Curiosity and wanting to escape my thoughts got the best of me as I began to read what it was about.

What I concluded, it costed an arm and a leg without a scholarship, holy shit.

I must of been so engrossed into reading about the classes they offer I didn't hear Jaden come into his room. I didn't even notice he was looking over my shoulder until he plopped himself ligit ontop of me, a small smirk tugging at his lip.

"Hi."

"Hi?"

He shrugs before taking my laptop out of my hands and setting it on his nightstand. He then wraps his hands around my waist in a bear hug and rest his head on my stomach, closing his eyes.

With his messy disheveled hair and droopy eyes, I can tell he was exhausted and I would be too. I'm not the easiest person in the bunch. I still don't know why he is even helping me but we will go with his answer and just let it flow. I don't deserve him at all.

"Stop thinking" He mumbles into my stomach. "Your thoughts are too loud right now, shhh"

I let out a small laugh before sticking my hands in his hair. I can tell he recently just showered due to the fact that he smells like mint and his hair is slightly damp but really fluffy. To add to his look his eyebrows were all messed up and just a pair of grey sweatpants hung loosely around his waist, giving the whole word of his chest.

Stop staring Emilia.

I stifle a giggle at my thoughts. I can't believe I just thought that but i'm not even surprised by them because any girl in her right mind would be stupid to deny them. At least I'm not no lier.

"Your hands are soft" He randomly blurts out after minutes of pure silence. He opens his eyes slightly to look at me before breaking out in a wide grin.

"Thank you? I think. I don't know how to respond to that honestly" I laugh, shaking me head at his banter.

"You have two seconds to put your hand back into my hair before you regret it..... thank you. Anyways, I told you it wasn't going to be that bad. Expect the stupid stories she had to tell you."

"You mean the peeing your pants one?" I ask. He  takes the skin between his fingers and lightly pinched me, causing me to yelp.

"Jaden!" You're rude!"

He shrugs his shoulder. "Can we go to bed? I'm tired."

Nodding, I got to sit up before he halls be back down. "And where do you think you are going?"

"To the other side of the bed?"

He shakes his head, digging it deeper into my stomach. When he sat ontop me, my shirt rose up causing each breathe from his nose to fan out over my skin, sending shiver throughout my body. "You. are. staying. here."

"but Jaden i-"

"No buts. You can keeps your butt right here." He sends me a lazy lopsided grin before grabbing the blankets balled at our feet and pulling it over us both. I sigh in defeat, looking like i'm sleeping here to night.

As Jaden gets situated, I take the time to turn off his lamp and close out of my tab on my laptop, shutting it off completely. Once it was completely dark, I relaxed, closing my eyes and trying to let sleep lure me under.

"Emilia?"

"Yeah."

"I wanna take you somewhere tomorrow, so don't expect anything crazy. "

I hummed in response. The need to sleep was far more greater than answering him.

and with tangle legs and even breathing. I feel into a silence, dreamless sleep.

A/N-

we getting there. bahah i'm sorry.