I wish I had them | Angst

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I wish I had them | Angst

Warnings - Feeling unwanted,Unrequited love,Falling for your best friends,unhappy ending because I'm sad and want other people to be sad with me.Roman thinks Patton,Logan,and Virgil forgot about him,I Was crying while writing this because personal issues so if it's chaotic that's why 🤩 was written at noon and 1 in the morning.

Ship - Virgil x Patton x Logan Unrequited LAMP

Words - 554

Roman knew it was crazy cliche to fall in love with his best friend,best friends in his case,but it happened. The worst part was that he actually thought he had a chance with them. It was so silly,it was obvious his best friends were head over heels for each other and that stupid low-key attractive Virgil guy. Roman's thoughts were interrupted by remembering that he was still on the couch waiting for them to explain why they needed him. 

  

   Finally Patton had spoken up,a huge smile present on all of their faces as Patton spoke up, "We finally got together!! Aren't you happy for us?" Roman felt his heart shatter,but disputed that he put on his biggest smile, "That's great news you three! I'm so happy for you; Just don't forget about me." He wasn't necessarily lying when he had said that but his crushes unitonally lying, they told him they won't forget about him. Sooner or later they leave, leaving the disney lover alone as he sobs on his leather couch.  

  Red and teary eyed he finally had fallen asleep not knowing what tomorrow has stored for him. In the morning Roman tried making plans with his friends though they had blown him off telling him they had plans with each other it was fine. He can just stay home alone. It's chill. It wasn't chill though when it's been months and the one time they call,Logan tells him that they had their first kiss. Despite Roman being high-key jealous he was happy for all 3 of them. He really was! He just wishes that it was him Virgil would rant on and on about or that it was Patton kissing him on the lips instead. Maybe evening Logan just hanging out with him?? But no. The world hated him. 

At this point Roman just missed his friends. So when he invites them over and they all say yes Roman thinks it will go well. Though I am deeply disappointed when it doesn't. At first it started off great, laughing,chatting until Roman mentions that Virgil ex had liked his Photo of them together. They take Roman's phone because he's blocked on everyone else's and start chatting with him for the rest of the night. Which pissed Roman off,though it was fine for a while until they unblocked him and started chatting through hangouts. Eventually kicking Roman out of his own room so they could video chat. It was 1 in the morning and Roman just wanted to sleep. Instead he was sitting outside his room,his phone plugged in and sobbing.

"Maybe I'm just that unlovable. That my own best friends kicked me out of my room." Roman chuckles in a pathetic depressing tone. Trying to hold back sobs as he listens to his happy playlist laying on the floor.

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