Tws: Death,short,drugs,weed,abuse (not to our main character)
Roman thinks they love the rain. The way if felt against their skin on a hot day.
It would drop from sky and suddenly they were cold but content. But it was also the smell. The way it would smell after a long rainy day.
Other times it would be dancing in the rain laughing happily to themself as the cold drips of water hit their flushed skin.
Though the way it looked was so pretty too. Watching from car window watching the water fall down the window carefully like a water flow with their music blasting from their white ear buds but now all they can think of is her.
When she would be high off weed, but laughing to herself as she talked about their best friend, her child, with pride on a rainy day.
Maybe it was because the last time they talked with each other, It was rainy day and they were talking about her mother who had passed away a few years ago.
They didn't hear from her again until their best friend was calling them with bruises on their neck. Roman didn't like her anymore.
Sometimes they thinks her getting into drugs was the first sign this would happen. Or maybe it was because they can only take her death as a learning lesson now.
At the end of it all they can think of is 'Don't do drugs,kids' they'll tell you. They know you won't listen, but they'll try to get you to listen to them.
Most kids won't realize how that'll screw you over so bad until someone is dead.
That same kid who doesn't listen to it is staring at the their wall wishing they would of listend because now she's dead. Maybe if they were older and smarter they would've been able to knock since into her. Then she wouldn't be dead.
But no. They were still only a teenager who can't even drive and dealing with affects of what happens when someone dies because they took one too many drugs this time.
So as Roman cries listening to the rain in background wishing she was alive. Wishing life was normal again.
Wishing someone dying wouldn't have to be a cautionary tale. Wishing that she didn't ever get into drugs. Wishing that they wouldn't have to think of the time they were only seven and watching her being pulled into a cop car because of drugs.
Wishing that they were the one to die instead of her.
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Roman one-shots
FanfictionJust a bunch of Roman based one shots. I only do fluff and angst. Every once in a while I'll do a vent. I really only do prinxiety with a sprinkle of roceit. I do request, though I'm going to be honest I don't always work good with the.. All charact...
