today i saw someone from my past in the grocery store...it made me think about who I was at that time in my life. I kind of miss her...I'll never be as innocent as I used to be. I never will be as shy as I used to be. I used to be so nice and innocent. now?
now, i'm not sure who i am. i don't know who i've become. i'm not entirely sure if i like her. how did i get like this? college changes everyone and people are supposed to change...but why does it seem like i've changed for the worst?
seeing that person made me go down a spiral today. it's scary to think i can never revert back to my old self. it's terrible that the old me wouldn't like the current me--in fact, i'd think she'd think i'm pretty shallow. i guess i understand my peers better now, though. there's nothing i can do but embrace the new me. and maybe the future me will be cringing as much as the old me is now
love,
the current me 💜
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Hot Mess in a Dress
Kurgu OlmayanHave you ever met someone who was simultaneously shy, crazy, awkward, and daring ??? You just have! Welcome to the thoughts of your local psycho :)
