BestSelf {book 2}

7.

"So it's week 2! I'm so happy that we've made it this far already!" Doctor Jordan said to me very excited.

"Yes it makes me happy as well, even though it's been a short period of time , you've still been able to get me to realize a lot about myself that I would've never even thought of" I told her.

Today marks the start of week 2 of being here with Doctor Jordan. She's the only person who I've been able to really talk to about everything.

"Yes! We love to see it! Soo tell me how are you feeling today?" She asked

"Okay so! Keenan's birthday is coming up and I reallyyyyy want to throw him a surprise party. He's always been the partying type I'm talking life of it! I already booked the venue , the invitations are getting sent out as soon as I leave from here. I'm just so excited. He deserves it!" I told her.

"I love surprise parties ! I feel like they show you how loved you really are in this world. Everyone coming together to make sure you get surprised and just a bunch of excitement and celebrating. I don't understand how people hate them" she said.

"I really think it's the thought of not knowing that gets people, I know I'm one of them people. I love them but I hateeeeeee not knowing what the hell is going on. I be feeling like people are keeping secrets from me"

"That makes a lot of sense , I feel like people say they hate them but deep down love them because I mean who doesn't love a good surprise, it makes you feel all good and bubbly on the inside"

"Ehhhhh, I remember for my sixteenth Keenan threw me one. It was like a super sweet 16 that use to be on MTV back in the day , he went all out" I told her.

"Well babes we got about an entire hour tell me all about my ears are wide open" she said to me

* FlashBack Three Years Ago, Tiara's SweetSixteen *

"Keenan, you think Korey will like this?" I showed him the pink dress I had on in the dressing room, "it's not always about what he likes" he said to me, I rolled my eyes "I know that! I'm just asking if you think he would".

"I think you look very beautiful in that dress and I'm sure he'll think the same" he said to me. I smiled from cheek to cheek and hugged him "bet. i'm gonna get it" I said excitedly and went back into the dressing room to take it off.

After I took the dress off I brought it and we then left out of the store. "I'm so excited for the kickback tonight, I can't wait for us to just be lit and having fun, are we getting drunk?" I asked Keenan

"I might find a way to slide some liquor there, we'll see! we can't get too messed up you have a game tomorrow" he reminded me

"oh damn you're right and I definitely gotta be on my A gameee tomorrow is the championships and we cannot lose to Marshall, we've been undefeated all season if I were to show up hungover thats my ass" I said

"exactly, I remember the first night you got drunk your hungover the next day was absolutely hilarious, you thought it was the end" he started laughing at all the pain I went through that day "shaking my head, my best friend laughing at my struggles.. the audacity" I pretended to be fake mad, he didn't even fall for it.

Keenan knows so well its actually scary as hell how well he does know me.

Korey does as well, but I still make him fall for the mad Ti, he be so upset when he thinks I'm being for real, I feel so bad sometimes because my poor baby.

"I'm about to meet up with Korey, can you drop me off at his crib please?" I asked Keenan

"yeah, i'm gonna get my food first and we can go" he said.