BestSelf {book 2}

13.

"Last night was interesting" Kendall said.

Me, her , Lani and Cassie were all in my basement laying down in the guest bedroom. 

"It really was" I agreed "I really wanted to fight her" Lani spoke "but why? What did she do to you?" Cassie asked

"Her whole demeanor just threw me off, this whole situation is fücked up and I hate how comfortable she is" Lani explained

"Can you elaborate more?" Kendall asked

"Yes do tell" Skylar said while coming into the room "hey sky" we all said "hey bïtches" she said back and then joined us at the bottom of the bed.

"I just don't think she understands how deep this whole thing goes. Korey was as you claimed the love of your life at one point and then he went off and had a baby with another girl. And the girl he did it with .. it's like she's flaunting it , why would she even agree to come ? Does she not realize that you seeing the both of them is just a constant reminder of that night? I give you mad props Ti because if the girl my guy cheated on me with was so comfortable being around me and my friends it's a problem." Lani explained.

"I actually agree with her" Skylar spoke "that shït ain't cool. You might've 'forgiven' them but you damn sure as hell didn't forget and Keenan is wrong for inviting the both of them. You need to have a serious talk with him about that" she added.

"Right" Lani said "I see now" Cassie said.

"Yeah I see too but at some point in time we can't just keep holding it against them, Korey knows he messed up big time but how many times is it gonna get thrown in his face ? Is that not exhausting to you guys?" Kendall asked

"It is exhausting but she can throw it in his face however many times she wants because he's dead wrong for that. He was lying to her for months and then the way he told her ? In front of everyone at the dinner table on thanksgiving ? That's embarrassing as hell! I don't care Kendall! Neither of them should be that comfortable around her period." Lani spoke.

Kendall just shook her head "I get what both of you are saying" I finally spoke up.

"I just don't know how I feel, and that's the truth. Of course I was angry when Keenan first told me but who am I- don't start with that you can't tell him who to be friends with because his mother hit it on the spot. You are his girlfriend ! Someone he claims to be in love with. If you're not comfortable with him befriending Korey again he needs to understand that. He sat front row seat to this entire thing Ti! It doesn't make sense to me how he just wants him back in his life like that"

I never seen Lani so pissed before. We're so use to her being the high off life happy go lucky spirit. This is definitely someone new.

"I'm just really big on loyalty. So this whole situation makes me upset because you don't deserve this Ti, I don't know if you just need new people in your life or what but somethings gotta give" Lani said.

"I'm glad she said all that so now you don't have to hear it out my mouth. Lani you're my new fave" Skylar high five her.

"You're suggesting I should let both Keenan and Korey go?" I asked her

"What have those two added to your life besides stress? Stress that literally almost killed you?"

"She has a point" Cassie finally spoke up .

"She does not need to get rid of Keenan now you're just talking" Kendall said

"Do you not know how much that shït would hurt her for him to not be in her life anymore ? She would be so loss and hurt. Hell no Lani you're taking it way too far" she added.