BestSelf {book 2}

25.

Drama Time : Part Two.

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Not these bïtches already got me crossed and it's only 5pm.

I was sitting in the backseat of my car laying on Kendall's lap, while Lani was driving and Cassie was in the passenger seat.

We're all pretty messed up.

I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket.

"Ugh Kendall can you get my phone please?" I asked her

"I gotchu" she said and grabbed my phone out my pocket, then I heard her gasp.

"What?" I tried to lift my head up but gravity wouldn't let me.

"It's from Keenan" she said

"Aw shit what he sayyy???" Cassie asked

"Want me to read it out loud or you want to read it first?" She asked me

Honestly, I'm too crossed to read anything on a bright white screen, sounds like it'll give me the worse headache.

"Yeah you can read it out loud" I told her

"You sure?" She asked again "yes bïtch" I told her "laugh my asś off just making sure".

Then she cleared her throat and unlocked my phone.

"Aw bro it's long asf" she told me

"We're listening" Lani said

Maybe bestie❤️?: Happy Birthday Tiara Goldd, I'm sending you this pretty messed up so at least you'll know everything I say is the truth. You're my best friend Ti and I miss you dearly. I don't remember the last time we spent our birthdays without each other. This feels mad weird. I don't even remember the last time going this long without at least seeing your face. Your beautiful besotufl face. I wish things were how they were before we went to school. But now everything's so messed up and majority of it is my fault. I'm sorry Tiara , I'm so so sorry. I wasn't a good best friend or boyfriend. I'm sending you this before I take all these pills

"Ti..." Kendall stopped reading. My heart literally just stopped.

"Drive to Keenan's house right now" I told Lani.

"Send me the address hurry!"

I grabbed my phone and texted Lani his address as fast as I could.

I never sobered up so quickly in my life. I sat up and tried to get myself together.

"Here's some water" Cassie handed me my water bottle.

You're not doing this to me on my birthday Keenan. No way.

My heart wouldn't stop racing.

"It says we're 20 away, watch me make this 10"

"Oh my god please put my seatbelt on" I told Kendall still somewhat laggy.

I can't believe this is happening right now.

I tried calling miss Nikita but she's not answering. Neither is mister Keith.

They have to be at work "do you have his siblings numbers?" Kendall asked

"I don't, what kind of best friend am I?" I started crying

"I can't lose him" I'm about to have a panic attack at the thought of seeing him like that.

"We're almost there Ti! Im going as fast as I can" Lani reassured me.