BestSelf {book 2}

17.

Keenan's P.O.V

"You fücking with us Keenan" Travis said

"He gotta be" Noah agreed

I was chilling with Travis , Noah and Korey just like old times and told them what went down between Ti and I.

"I wanna know what made your think you could get away with saying those things to her?" Travis said

"Yeah bro, that was low I would've never imagined you saying that to Ti, y'all suppose to be in love and shït" said Noah

"We are still in love , we just need time away"  I said to them

I still couldn't fathom everything that went down between me and Ti.

I swear I didn't mean those things I said to her , I was just talking out my aśs honestly.

I don't wanna lose her , I can't lose her. Of course I'm gonna respect her wishes and give her the space she wants but I can't be away from Ti.

"You've always had anger issues , maybe try gettin some help you know it's nothing wrong with that ... Ti's doing it" Korey suggested.

"Yeah you're one of the most chillest and angriest person I've ever met" Noah pointed out

"This shït just don't feel right , feeling like she's not mine anymore . I feel empty as hell" I told them.

"It's hard losing a girl like Ti" Korey said

It went silent for a second "I gotta talk to her"

I got up from my seat and pulled out my phone "she's not gonna answer you" Travis said

"You're right , call Kendall and see where they are we finna slide on them" I told him

All the guys shook their heads including Travis as he FaceTimed Kendall.

"Hey" she answered the phone "what's up , what you up too?" He asked her

"Nothing just chilling with the girls, we're all about to stop at this pizza spot called Francisco's" she told him

"Aw man we use to go there everyday for lunch in high school," Travis said

"I would say y'all should slide but" Kendall just stopped talking

"Yeah , we might ima text you" he said

"Okay" she said and then they hung up.

"So Francisco's?" Travis questioned

"Guess we going" Noah said

I grabbed my car keys and we all got into my car and took that 15 minute drive to the pizza spot.

When I pulled up it looked like the girls arrived at the same time as us.

"I'll meet y'all in there" I told them

"Alright" they said and got out of the car.

I stayed in the car for a bit so I could gather my thoughts. I don't want to freeze in front of her.

When I saw the boys approach them Ti looked confused and I watched as she searched for me while giving them all hugs.

They all headed into the spot but Korey stopped Ti before they entered and said something to her.

She just nodded her head and slightly smiled.

I wonder what that was about.

After 5 more minutes of overthinking , I finally got my mind right and made my way into Francisco's.