LOVE OR LUST

chapter 22

     Anonymous! P.o.v

I got a plan on deck. I know Big j and Zion beefing. Zion my boss and he wonna be on top well so do I. Zion had me approach Big j's daughter I mean she was bad ass hell. I approached her like he asked me to used zion name because he the only nigga here with that name. Now I know big j is gonna be after him big j will kill Zion ill have him out the way. Then my focus would be Shakey or Big j who ever is in the chair at the time. Then ill be king pin hope my plan goes as planned wish me luck.

Essence p.o.v

Im just sitting here with Shakey after my dad and I had our moment he left Shakey decided he was gonna spent the night with me. We was just sittin here staring at the ciling sharing a couple laughs but Im missed aroun him thoe.

" Essence I know you dont want mee too keep saying this but I am sorry I wasnt there for you I babygirl i can stress it enough I almost lost you I dont know what I would do without you girl" Shakey said letting a tear slip out of his eye.

" listen here Shakey it wasn"t your fault it was all apart of god plan although I wish it wasn't everything that happend was apart of his plan it didn't kill me is made me stronger in some way but not sure in what way yet" I said to Shakey saying how I honestly felt.

" it was apart of gods plan but that nigga still gotta die" Shakey said I just chuckled and layed my head on his chest.

we set there quiet for about twenty minutes befor someone said something.

"Essence" shakey called my name 

"yes" I said back.

"Would you please be my girl again my life is hell without you girl I swear I will do right by you this time i don't feel like getting shot again yeah nigga ya daddy shot me for what i did to you girl" he said showinf me his scar

I couldent help but laugh. I know my dad is cray but damn he shot one of his best workes I just died laughing.

"yes Shakey ill be your girl again" I said still laughing.

Yall might think im dumb for taking him back so quick but i have feelings for him I aint gone sa I love him because I don't.

Shakey and i set in the bed talking i was hungrey as hell the cafeteria was closed as soon as I was opening my mouth to say something my dad comes in with Mcdonalds. I got exited as hell i got up and started to so the shmoney dance they was laughing looking at me like I was cray

"guh what the hell is you doing" my dad said as he handed me a twenty piece chicken nuggets with an ice tea.

"The Shmoney dance dad gees you too old to know about that" I said laughing.

"Guhh i might be old but i can do it better then you can" he said getting up doing it i bussed out laughing shakey ass was over there recording and encourging him to do it, I mean his old ass could actually dance.

"Oh bihh pops just showed you up Essey" Shakey petty ass was saying still recording me so i got up and me and my dad starting doing the dance together. 

"Ok guhh im tired in too old for this shit" my dad says setting in the chair eating his food.

" OH SHIT YES" I yelled out and started to wiggle and wave my arms in the air, they head shot towards me 

"what I told you bout that mouth of yours lil girl and what the hell you yelling for" my dad asked

"You got me bufflo sauce for my chicken nuggets" i said laughting

"Only fat people do shit like that you are a total fat ass" shakey said laughing.

I looked at him and rolled my eyes. 

" baby gale its gettingg late imma head out and head home and get some rest ill be back tomorrow love you" he said kissing my head 

"love you too daddy' i said 

" I love you to daddy" shaey said in a girly voice to cause us to look at him

" I always knew  yo ass was gay" my pops said laughing hard as hell leaving out the room.

soon aftwer my dad left shakey and I fell asleep, when I woke up Shakey wasnt here but a note was here on the pillow.

                                       hey babygirl I had to run home and shower and get some clothes a nigga balls                
   was muskey. I should be back in about a hour and ill bring you something to eat cause I know the hospital food is nasty as hell. See you later babygirl.

I read the letter and begin to smile, I heard the door open I didn't bother too look up im sure it just Shakey.

"how are you doing this fine moring" a voice said a Voice I never wanted to hear again

"Zion get out of here man" I said backing up he started to walk towards me 

" I came here too see me baby momma" he said smirking

"Man just get yo ass out of here" i said yelling 

"girl shut the fuck up ill go when ever the fuck I please" I said smacking me across my face.

I held my face this time im gonna fight this nigga with everything I got im tired of him I swear I wish Shakey would hurry up. 

I rushed him and hit him in his mouth he swung then I ducked and punched him in his stomach, he lucked up and pushed me and I fell on the bed. i started to scream but it was no use because these walls here in this hospital is sound proof. He got on top of me and started to choke and punched me in my face everything soon went black like before, I woke up and he was gone but shakey was coming back in the room, when i looked at him he dropped everything and ran towards me. 

Shakey P.O.V

I went home to get dressed and go see what Big J wanted. I hopped in the shower I got out brushed my teeth and did the rest of my hygiene routine put red and black polo shirt and my black polo pants wit my red and black jorden 13's i grabbed my keys and headed to the warehouse to meed up this Big J. About 10 mins later I got there i walked in getting greeded by everybody and i headed straight to Big J office.

"wussup boss " i asked walking in taking a seat 

"aye how mi daughter doing" Big j asked 

" She good she was sleep when i left  but wussup" i said

"That nigga zion gotta go he took it personal he fuck with my babygayl he got to go. he been messing with my turf for the longest he been tryin to take it for a couple years now,but he done got the balles to fuck with mi gayl no he got to go i want a fucking bounty on his ass. we gotta call a meeting I mean soon but get back to the hospital with my daughter and keep her safe and you better be good too my baby or i want hesitate to bust a cap in ya yellow ass again" he said

"iight boss i gotchaa" I said chuckling getting up to leave.

on my way back to the hospital I stopped and grabbed some chinese food, I headed back to the hospital I got there in no time. I walked into the room Essy was in and it was a mess she was on the bed curled up mumbling somthing shaking and crying "he did it again" she kept repeating over and over. i touched her she tured over to look at me her face was bruised and her lip was bloody she had choke marks around her neck. my blood started to boil.

"who did this baby" i asked her.

"Zion Shakey he came here when you left and did this too mee and you want here again you want here when i needed you,  my face is messed up again because if him you wasnt here when I needed you " she said crying 

"Baby im so sorry I didn"t know Essy I am truly sorry" I said pulling her into a hug

Essence p.o.v

He called my dad and my dad and uncles and aunties was up here before I knew it.

~All hell finna break loose now! 

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