LOVE OR LUST

chapter 29

Essence P.O.V 

Its been two weeks since my birthday and Danielle, Faith, and I graduations are tomorrow after our graduation we all are goin on a crews to Jamacia. Me, Carter, Drew,Faith, Danielle, Mike, Dontrail and his "girlfriend" but he want tell us who she is soo we just got to wait and see, All we know is that she is a collage girl with a head on her shoulders.

We are all back to our homes now I still stay with my dad I cant move out until I graduate, Mike and Danielle and Mike moved together after they told eveyone that they are having a child so did Faith and Drew they got a lil bun in the oven as well, Danielle find out what she is having on her next appointment cause she is Four monthes next appointment she will be five months Faith finna be Three months they are right behind eachother how cute,

Kalia moved in with her boyfriend Uncle chuck aint like that not a bit but shes grown. Danielle to be four monthes she is huge as hell I think she having twins or that baby just hella big. Im just exited to be a tete imma be a bomb ass auntie they gone love me.

I've been getting some major headaches , throwing up , and I done missed my period its been a month or two since its last came on. But I know this feeling all to well this is what is was like for me when I was pregnant  for the first time.

Lord let this not be true cause I dont need no child on my plate right now to be honest. I wanted to atleast finish collage but if I am its all apart of gods plan shit im only eighteen though im fucked.

Carter and I been bumping heads alot lately for no reason and he starts most of the arguments bout lil petty shit .

Right now im at Carters ugly ass house laying in his bed and he come out the bathroom all dressed up like for what thoe? 

" where you think you finna go " I asked him

" Somewhere you not " He said I jussed rolled my eyes cause He finna start an argement about anything so he can get out the house and go do what he want.

" Carter where the hell you finna go damn " I asked getting a attitude

" Im a grown ass man I dont gotta tell you shit " He said

"Man bye cause You on ya period and you already already on my nerves" I told him getting up walking over to the couch in his room grabbing my keys so I can go shit

He been acting like such a damn bitch lately man Like he starts arguments with me for no reason. We argue about the pettiest shit ever he be urking my damn nerves, He swear I aint suppose to say shit to him like my nigga I dont hold my tongue for nobody what makes you think Imma hold my tounge for you, like get real.

I left his house I have nothing better to do so I guess ill go to the clinic and confirm that I am but man I already know I am. Its about eight O'clock thank god its a twenty-four hour clinic. I walked into the clinic it was filled with pregnant teens that aint even sixteen yet bad ass snotty nose kids running round. I walked over to the front desk and there was this lady who stood about 5'5 and some almond brown eyes she was gorgeous but she looked young about eighteen. She is fine No homo but I give credit when credit is due.

"How can I help you" She asked 

"Well umm... I beed expercing pregnancy symptoms and I wanted to find out if I am for sure" I told her she nodded 

"ok well feel these out" she said handing me some papers

After like an hour of feeling the papers out I took them back to the front desk I gave them to her and I continued to sit in the waiting room for about thirty minutes. The nurse walked out the door and called my name I followed her into a room she took my weight and the basics.