LOVE OR LUST

CHAPTER 23

Shakey P.O.V

I called big j he called the rest of the people man fuck that meeting for tonight shits bout to get real tonight. I gave in the the run down on what happened with Essence. Big j walked in to the room with tears in his eyes now I know somebody about to die.

"WAT DE SLAM HAPPENED TO FI MI BABYGYAL" {what the fuck happened to my babygirl} he asked while examining her face.

{A/N; FI MI MEANS MY

MI MEANS I & ME

SLAM MEANS FUCK}

Essence was telling him everything that happened as Faith, Drew, Mike, Dontrail, and Danielle walked into the room. Dontrail, Mike,and Drew got pissed soon as they seen her face.The girls ran over to her hugged and kissed on her crying with her soon Waneeda and Chucky walked into the room. Waneeda seen her face first and ran by her side, Then Chucky seen it  he started to yell and throw shit. 

''WO DE HELL DID DIS SHIT TO FI MI NIECE FACE'' Chuckey yelled out with his thick jamaican accent

I wish these niggas would start to speak english damn, nobody understand all that shit.

" MI WANT DIS NIGGA HEAD BOUT MI NIECE" Chucky said bringing out killer his street ego this is the man you dont wonna meet he is pure ruthless and wont spair you.

Waneeda is crazy as hell she pulled out her gun and aimed it at me.

"Nigga did yuh put yuh hands on my niece" she asked with her gun pointed at me

"come on now needa if i did that I woulden"t pull no shit like that and then be in the same room as yall crazy ass people I aint that stupid" I said

"Im Sorry wo de slam do mi have to kill bout my niece" she said putting her gun away.

"yall chill yall crazy asses out wi gaan handle dis but first lets check on mi babi" big j said

"no yall need to learn how to speak some damn english damn" i said laughining they mugged me but shit I was being honest.

About a hour later everybody was heading out, 

"Im calling a meeting but I want yall to stay here with my dawta, ill let you know whats what watch over my damn babi" big j said  dapping me and kissing Essy forhead,

"Luv yuh daddy'' Essence said 

"luv yuh too babi gyal" he said before leaving.

Essy and I stayed up for like an hour or two just talking then she fell alseep on my chest, I couldent even sleep all i could do is think about raising hell fucking up a few people lives about my baby.

Essence p.o.v 

I woke up in a cold sweat i jumped up quickly so did shakey.

"You ok babygirl" he asked 

"yes i just had a bad dram" i said 

" listen im sorry I want there for you the first two times but I promise you I will not let it happen to you again I put my life on it" he said i nodded and layed back down on his chest and when back to sleep.

I woke up to nurse carie who was shakeing me to wake me up, "ms. Hudson its time to take your medicane" she said i nodded and took it she left out I noticed shakey was gone so i just started to watch tv. About five mins later Shakey comes in with Wendys I got happy for two reasons one is I was hungry two is because I just like food.

He handed me my food and I went in I was Hungry as hell that food hit the spot, soon my dad comes strolling in and a few mins after the doctor and nurse came in and said I was free to go. My dad signed my discharge papers, The doctor told me to stay off my feet as mush as possible so I guess I Gotta take it east for atleast two weeks,

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Its been about two weeks and Shakey been making me stay at his place and for the last two weeks so he can keep and eye on me, Iv been pushing him away i feel so damn ugly I got cuts everywere most of my bruises are gone so all i got is cuts right now,,I got stiches in my lip and on my eyebrow.

I dont look nor feel like myself right now today is the say I go get these stiches removed thoe think god im tired of these shits in my face. My self-esteem dropped majorly Icant look in the mirror without calling my self ugly. I also entered online schooling I cant bring my self to be around people at this time I aways feel like they staring or laughing at me. Ill be graduating May 31st I havent decided if im gonna walk across the stage most likey not I hope this is all a phase I just dont feel like myself anymore. Will I ever get my Confidence Back.

Shakey P.O.V

Essence been staying with me so I can keep an eye on her and be closer to her she sleeps in the guest room she will not sleep in the same bed as me nor will she sit in a room with me for a long period of time. She dont come out the room or the house like that she is so quiet now, I miss the old Essence my baby only wears baggy clothes now just sweats, but im gonna gone her her time I hope she comes around, later today im taking her to get her stiches removed hopfully this is a start, She walked around with her head down all the time I miss my baby thoe. That nigga ion aint no were to be found at this time but when we cautch bis ass thats his head brah I swear on everything. Right now we at the trap having a meeting.

Dontrail P.o.v

Its crazy to know I got a sister but its even crazier to know iv known her for a couple months and it feels like I known her my whole life. Im ready to kill the nigga that did this shit too her ill go war about mine not giving zero fucks. Her and my I will kill a nigga quick and ask questions later. Im just reay to get my hands on who ever this fuck boy zion is.

Mike p.o.v.

Im pissed as hell right now my lil sister is going though it right now, my only focus is her and keeping her safe and catching who ever this fuckboy zion. Im at the trap right now with my pops, Dontrail (loyalty),Shakey, Drew (king D), Chucky (killa), Waneeda (juicy), Danielle (BabySlim), Faith (qween Fefe), Danielle mom Ashley (hurricane), Faith pops Jason (Money), and me (skinny). I know why yall like whats with these damn names well all our names have a meaning and the girls shit they wanted to get something simular to us, Yall prolly like why the hell we letting the girls help welp they chose too we aint them too but they was gonna try to do shit on they own so we just let they asses help.

we sittin in the meeting room with all the other works and stuff while my dad is talking telling the works what they need to doo and shit. 

I want yall to catch this nigga zion by all means necessary and bring him to me alive me and these guyes will handle the rest. He said pointing to Dontrail Shakey,Drew,Chucky,Waneeda, Ashley, Jason,Danielle, Faith and me. The workers nodded they heads and my dad dismissed them.

We all know this means war so we gotta move out family to the safe house. My dad owns a 30 bedroom 20 bedroom house it like two houses together. We gotta move our familyes and we gotta get this process going now my dad dismissed us and told us to get our close loveones. We had a certain place to meet up at a certain time..

WAR TIME!

MORE THEN ONE CHAPTER IN ONE NIGHT WHAT THATS A WORLD RECORD FOR ME BUT 

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