Ember Star lived a perfect life, loving family, plenty of money, amazing best friends. Then one day her parents and brother went out for dinner while Ember stayed home and died in a horrible car crash, leaving her completely and utterly lost and alo...
To be completely honest. This chapter is going to be a mess. I'm way too insensitive to write sad stuff lol.
As Sunday approaches, it's safe to say that I'm already a complete mess. I thought I'd be able to handle myself, but just the idea of sending them away makes me want to curl up into a ball and cry.
Mrs. Mary agreed to watch Roscoe and the birds for a couple days so I have less to worry about
Now its Saturday evening. Around 6:30pm. We decided that the twins and I would stay at Jades tonight and we would get ready together tommorow morning.
After we ate dinner, Jade put on the outsider's. So now we're laying in her bed holding Avery and Jay, who have fallen asleep watching Matt Dillon.
I try my best to focus on the movie and distract myself. But anyone with eyes could tell that it's not working. As a tear slips down my face, I violently wipe it off, really not wanting to cry.
"Hey! Hey! It's going to be ok!" Jade says the second she sees me. I shake my head at her, I've been doing everything to convince myself that it will be ok, but in the end it so hard to truly believe its true.
"It will be one day Ember. I can't do anything to remove your pain but I swear to God, one day you won't feel it this much." She promises me and I don't react.
"I hope you're right." I mutter. For the love of God and all things holy. Make her right about this.
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As Jade and I get into our black dresses, nothing is said and the depressing aura could be felt by anyone.
Both of are dresses are incredibly simple and more reserved than what we would usually wear. We don't bother with makeup since we all know we'll both cry it off.
Embers dress:
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Jades dress:
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We get the twins dressed too before splitting up to go to the graveyard.
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As we arrive to the graveyard where everything is already set up. I see 3 pictures of each of my family members smiling brightly and one picture of me with my family. We were at the beach and the smiles on our faces were so pure.
