why is it you?

chapter 5: what's happening?

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Gon's pov

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I know what killua said.

I heard it.

I just didn't wanna bring up that I did.

Truth was that I felt strong feelings for him as well.

He was my friend, no my best friend!!

But not even that...

Over the time I had felt something more for killua... Something strong bubbling at the bottom of my stomach.

No it wasn't a arousal.

Well... It could have been that. I was certainly tented.  But I'm pretty sure that it was love.

And I'm sure he felt the same way.

I just really wanted to pound him silly seeing his face all flustered like that when I asked him the question.

"You love me? Is that it killua?"

His face turned from red, to really red, to almost purple in a moment.

It was sooooo cute.

"I-i... Gon I...!!"

"Well. I love you to killua!!"

I didn't regret saying it at all.

His face lit up like Christmas lights on Christmas Day. I felt so good seeing that I made him look like that.

"Killua do you love me to?" I had to ask to be sure.

"G-gon... Y-yes I do... V-very much."

Gon then leaned in for the kill. He wanted to kiss him. So bad.

And that was what he was going to do.

He grabbed his chin lifting a blushing surprised killua to meet his face.

"Killua... ~"

"G-gon...?!~"

He leaned in about to put his soft lips to the males softer lips...
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Kurapika's pov:

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He slowly opened his eyes to the world around him.

He lurched up arubutally and felt underneath him.

What was that?

He didn't remember going to bed on a... Well bed.

So how in the bloody hell did he get to be in a warm comfy bed?

Unless... No it wasn't possible was it...?

Was he still married to leorio and it was all just a bad dream?

That must be it. It's the only thing that makes sense.

He smiled and rubbed his husband's face softly. It was a pleasure to be woken up with me always besides him.

"Good morning hon-" I sat up and put my lips to his softly. It's not like I haven't woken up like this before.

And... Well the other pleasurable way as well. Hey when leorio was horny he was horny. No getting out if it.

No that he minded... Much. Ok he didn't mind at all but still he had to make it look like he did or it was gonna be an embarrassing day ahead of him.

Sex sex... And yes more sex.

Be blushed and quickly took a look at his husbands surprised blushing face.

Why was he surprised? They did this all the time. And even more than that. He thought he wouldn't be embarrassed by now. So why was he?

The confused yet compliant kurapika rested a hand on his face.

"What's wrong honey-" That's when he remembered...

That he had put something on leorio to cause him to forget. Ofc that explained his confused blushing face. That explained why he wasn't so into it as he usually was. And the no sex right after part. Which btw he greatly missed.

He'd regretted his choice right after he made it. But to bad it had already been done.

He jerked his hand away fast. Welp.... This is gonna be akward... Not that it already was anyways. Just more than it already had.

Ugh.

"Oh... S-sorry leorio...!! I didn't mean to!!" What I didn't expect was his reaction to my apology.

He blushed and looked away. Wow he was doing a lot of blushing. "I-its ok... I really didn't mind it much...!!"

Did he like him? Or was he just trying to make him feel better? Argh so confusing. As love typically was.

Confusing as hell.

And he didn't understand it one bit.

You may ask, "why did you get married than?" Simple: beacuse it was more than just a friendship for both. It was love. He felt it in his heart. It wasn't confusing he just knew.

And that was that.

He held out his arms for pika to mabye jump in? But all h saw was the smaller males surprised face. He wanted to but he wasn't sure. He really wanted to.

He blushed and held his head falling in his chest as the bigger male wrapped his arms around him protectivly.

It was so nice and sweet that his heart ached and he almost burst out crying again. He felt sobs rack his chest as he tried to keep it in.

Damit all though. Of course leorio felt it he had his arms locked around him for crying out loud. Speaking of crying he was seriously about to. Seeing how sweet and caring leorio was after all.

He could really get used to this side of him shown again. He wanted to be his lawfully weded wife(or husband whatever you want to call it) again.

"Leorio... Can I ask you something....? I promise it's not bad."

"Go ahead pika.... You know I'd always listen to what you have to say... "

"Do you remember anything? Anything at all? Or is it just snibits? Beacuse you should've at least remembered me from somewhere? Or eyes why the nickname you used to call me all the time... That is when we were still married ofc... "

Leorio got a serious face for a moment and I listened up to what he had to say. Usually that face didn't happen very often, and when it did you'd better be listing beacuse he didn't repeat it.

"Kurapika... If you still have your ring on then you and I are still married no matter how much you may object. Oh!! I've been wondering how I got this silly ring!! This must be it!! I never took it off because I thought " Hey why bother? It's a nice ring. " I knew it had some importance or eyes I wouldn't wear it!!"

He laughed and slapped his forehead as if getting a joke for the first time. "Duh!! I was so stupid!!"

That's when I stepped in. I didn't like himself or anyone on that matter talking bad about him. It ticked me off and I wasn't having it.

"Stop.your not stupid or I would call you stupid, trust me. Besides you didn't know so it's not really your fault. It's mine. Therefore I'm the stupid one."

Leorio growled and got up. "Fight me kurapika.~" I thought he was serious, but then I noticed the teasing glint in his eyes. I knew he was joking. But I intended to give him what he asked for~

"Alright wolf~bring it on~"