why is it you?

chapter 23: "red eyed devil"

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Kurapikas pov:

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Dam leorio. Always striking when the time is right. And that flaw Is what he loved about the Raven male he thought as both he and leorio stumbled to their seat almost out of breath. Kurapika was of course blushing and wanting to kill leorio right on the spot. He had never been so embarrassed in his whole life-

Scratch that he HAD been more embarrassed than this by a mile. Leorio was always kinky and perverted by the end of the day (or you could say night if you prefered) when they were married. Not to say that he didn't like it or anything because he did, but... He made him do some pretty... Embarrassing poses. Yeah not to fun.

He lifted his eyes only to almost jump out of his chair in fright. Big brown eyes we're staring right at him knowing all that he knew and kept hidden. Almost as if he could decipher him. Oh shit. If he had not good!! Then hed know about all the other pervey stuff he'd been thinking about not to long ago. He blushed and covered his face groaning. He had totally figured him out.

"W-what is it leorio...? Why are you staring at me so... Intensely? Is there something wrong with my face? Is that it?" Leorio just laughed a little and shook his head indicating a no. Well then what was it? And why was he staring at him like that? He had to find out the reason why. "It's none of those? Well then why in the hell are you staring at me like that?"

"Well... If you really want to know so badly then I'll tell you so listen closely. I figured out how to read you, and I know what you were thinking about just then. No use hiding it but that was not why I grinned just then. The reason was because I can now decipher you so no hiding from meee~" Ok now he was worried. That was not the answer he expected. Ugh leorio could make him feel so weird sometimes.

It was bad enough how he was on a daily basis. And now he could decipher every little thing that he was thinking or feeling. Ugh. The next few days would be a hell of a time. He sighed and decided to order a drink. He knew that leorio wouldn't approve but hey. He was stressed and he needed a relief.

As soon as he paged the waiter and told him what he chose, he saw leorio shake his head and mouth the word "no" To me. That made me angry. I was legally 18!! I could do whatever in the hell I wanted!! And just because leorio may have been older than me didn't make him the boss over me!!

Wait a minute... We're my eyes... I was getting angry and upset. Like really upset and when I did I usually... My eyes... We're they fine or not?! I couldn't tell!! Dammit!! Do I lift my hand off my eyes or not!! Ok... Maybe this wasn't the right response to things... Calm down kurapika... Think about a future together with leorio... Yeah that would take all his anger away. A future with... Leorio...? How would that look?

He'd always imanged it as "perfect" Or as perfect as the world got. Yeah it wasn't much but sometimes you had to take what you get in life and not complain. He could imagine it now... A perfect family of 2...well 4 counting him and leorio as the mother and father. He smiled to himself at that thought. Him as a mother... Now that would be a rare sight.

He thought about him holding his perfect babies. Nothing in the world could ever compare to the love swelling up in his chest at the sight of them. He would go outside with them to watch them as they played together in the greenest grass. And due supper time he would go inside and cook a meal... Assuming he even knew how to cook at that time, while leorio would come home kiss him on the cheek and go outside to watch them while he was busy.

Then he would call in his perfect family and they would all eat together, and after that he would tuck his beauties into bed kissing them on the forehead and bid them goodnight-

Ah who was he fucking kidding?

There was no such thing as a perfect life like that. He would probably screw it up in the first minute that leorio got home... Like he had already. Mistakes were made and obviously he didn't learn a dam thing from any one of them. Ugh!! Why did life have to be so fucking cruel to people who were just trying to survive!! It was hard enough as it was!!