why is it you?

chapter 12: no matter what it takes.

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Gon's pov:

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He surfaced finally after what felt so long, it was just black Black and more back. Just empty space. Empty with no way out. It was honestly the most lonely thing he had ever experienced. He didn't like it one bit.

He wanted killua to be there with him. He wanted him badly. He didn't want this!! Where was he!? "K-killua...!! Please don't leave me like this...!! Please...!! Come back to me...!!" He started to cry putting his head in his hands and just wanting this all to disappear.

Never to come back again. He lifted his head after he was done with his pity-party, and determined looked on unto the sky. He was going to find his way to killua. His love, no matter what it takes. He would do it and not look back.

"Killua.. !! I will find you this I promise!! And I will not stop till I do. I will do whatever it takes!! So believe it!!" He pumped his fist up in the air smiling to himself.

As he was looking up to give him any clues to where he might be. Ok... That really didn't help. It was just black. Just black. So not helping much. Thanks so much black sky, your so helpful right now.

Ok so it probably wasn't ok to blame the sky because it wasn't it's fault. But still!! He was going to blame it anyways. If people wanted to judge him who really cares? It didn't matter what other people thought. Be different was his moto.

And that was what he would live by. Be different gon. It's ok to!! Don't care a dam about what others think!! He started walking around and his eyes caught on something steep and long winding up to the sky. So wat was it? And was it safe to walk up to?

Years as a hunter had taught him to watch out because things may not seam like how they actually are. So its not like it was wrong to watch out for potential danger. He lightly touched the as clear as air... Glass...? Is that what it was? It sure felt like it.

He tested it out by putting his foot on the stairs to see if it would hold him. Surprisingly it actually did. He really didn't expect that to happen at all. He expected to go right through it down into the unknown.

Well sense it was safe obviously, safe and he didn't have to worry about anything else right? He put both feet on and smiled to himself again. He loved adventures and this felt like a long one heading his way. You know that feeling where the start of an adventure, and you have that ecstatic feeling bubbling up inside you?

Well that is the feeling he had as be took the first step, with the wind blowing through his hair. It felt awesome. He began to run letting the wind pull him up the crystal stairs. He laughed like a little child and spread out his arms to catch the wind.

He felt that he had wings and he was free. He could go anywhere. And that anywhere would be killua. He wanted to see him so badly but he wouldn't get down at that, his drive to see killua is what fueled him. He ran faster and faster determined to get there as soon as possible.

It was a while before he finally reached the top, and if he explained all that happened you would be very bored. It was literally just run run and more running. He honestly didn't know how he didn't tire out by now.

It was probably this was just a guess, but he was like a dog. And dogs didn't tire out no matter how long they ran and played. But at the end of the day boy did exhaustion hit him like a ton of bricks. And he was always out like a light.

He looked down at the view below him and widened his eyes. Wow that was a long way down, if he were to fall. He would never see killua the one he loved most again. So he wouldn't think about it!! He would keep looking ahead. Not down. He wouldn't look down again.

He crouched down and Felt around looking for a trap door or anything that might make a door like structure. As his hands searched the hard ground he felt something hard... And long... No not a dick lol.

He touched a knob like a door knob and yelped in triumphant. He'd found it!! His way out!! Back to his love and anything that ever mattered. He quickly pulled it open and the black void began to shake as he was thrown into more blackness.

But the difference was now he was falling with no idea what was going to be underneath him when he landed. Or even if he ever did. It was probably no likely if he fell into a black hole, but if there was then he was in trouble.

Beacuse falling from this high with a most likely hard ground underneath, the impact would kill him on the spot. He had just one question though. Was this all just a dream or was this cold hard reality?

He didn't remember running into any holes or sleepwalking anywhere. Unless he did without his own knowledge. And that wouldn't be possible, even if it was killua would've caught him and stopped him WAY before he might have even sensed any danger.

Killua would never let anything be a potential danger to gon. He knew that. So then was this just a dream? When he reached the bottom, was he going to die or resurface to reality?

He smiled to himself not going to worry about it as he thought "𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘐 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘰𝘮, 𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘐?" And he was certainly right. He would. He just didn't know when or how or even if he ever would. As the painstakingly what felt like hours pass, he wanted to bang his head on something.

Anything to knock him out from this boredom that he was experiencing. He wanted to be on an adventure with killua again!! Not doing absolutely nothing!! In an empty void filled with not!! BORING!!

well he did find some way to pass the time, he closed his eyes and drifted off, or he must have he didn't really know. He just opened his eyes and saw this light up ahead. Which naturally at first he thought: "𝘰𝘩 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵!! 𝘕𝘰𝘸 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐'𝘮 𝘢𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦!!"

But then he had a second thought that he'd forgot about till now. Aunt mito once said this to him and it hadn't not haunted him till he completely forgot about it. "𝘕𝘰𝘸 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱, 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘴 𝘯𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘰𝘶𝘵."

He had listened and now he was doubting. If he fell into this illumanting light, would he really return to killua? Or would he be trapped forever not waking again? He didn't like the light even though he was the light(to killua lol) he tried to swim upwards in a panic.

It didn't work it was getting closer and closer. "KILLUA PLEASE!! I DON'T WANT TO DIE HELP ME...!!"  He looked back down knowing he didn't have much time and part of this thought this was silly. He should just trust the light to take him were he wanted to go. Home.

"Killua...!! I want you to know this...!! I LOVE YOU!! DON'T EVER FORGET THAT!!" He had to say it before he might be no more. What if he never woke up without saying that once to him? He sighed and turned his back on the way he came in, and turned towards the light his possible end.

"I wont be a chicken. Give me all you've got light!! Bring it on!!"

And with that he got swallowed up by the light completely, into the unknown possibilities.