why is it you?

chapter 19: anxiety problems

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Kurapika's pov:

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I had honestly not seen anything so beautiful as this place before. It was absolutely the most expensive place I had ever been taken. And I wasn't about to let leorio take me out somewhere this nice with him paying. I pulled on his arm and shook my head whimpering.

He took up his cheeks and brought him down to face him. "What's wrong pika? Don't you want to go out with me? Or is it the place? I can't help you if you don't tell me what's wrong... So please?" I looked back up into the eyes of my lover and searched them for comfort. He's all I've ever needed.

"Well... Um i-its crowded in there a-and it's a little big... There might be a lot of people... But... Oh and plus this is the nicest place someone has taken me before... " I shook explaining that to him and hoped he wouldn't notice how much I sputtered and assumed something that I was not.

He stared at me for painfully what seamed like forever and then put on the biggest grin I had seen him grin yet. My heart gave out. "Aw is somebody scared of all the people? Do they need me to hold them like a baby? Because I totally will my adorable little baby. Comere and only focus on me ok? Then it won't be so bad!!" I blushed and nodded looking away bash fully. At least he hadn't assumed the worst yet.

Wait he might so that wasn't entirely true yet. Id just have to wait and see first. As he instructed I walked up to him and wound a shaky arm around his waist and he pulled me closer. I smiled a little and Sunngled into his warmth. Hey it was really freaking freezing in my defense.

Not that I wanted to or anything!! I totally did this just because I had no other choice!!

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Ok I lied of course I liked this but I would never tell him that in a million years. He would probably tease me and do some embarrassing things to me. No thank you. I'm fine just with him not knowing a few of my secrets. I'm sure he has a ton that he hasn't bothered to tell either. So I'll keep mine to myself.

The way he held me close like I was the only one one there in his presence. I lived for that. And I think he probably knew that as well. Because every time I looked up at him he smirked and held me closer. Ok he definitely knew. Shit. I attempted to pull away and didn't get to far before he pulled me back again.

So much for that. And anyways I wouldn't be able to move away. I liked this and he wouldn't let me. I growled a little and looked up at his grinning face. That jerk!! Did he enjoy seeing my face and me all flustered like this!? What a little... I didn't get to finish that statement as we walked into my hell together.

So many people... All around me... I was going to not survive this much longer. I was starting to get a little dizzy and if I didn't sit down quickly... I would fall down on my face. Leorio must have sensed that and he pulled him closer to steady him. Ugh... Well that was a little nice... I had to admit.

But I tried not to think about the amount of people in this place, but focus on what leorio was saying instead. He really had a manly voice. All husky and deep... Ok kurapika stop now. Now you just sound like a dam pervert. He sighed as he listened in for something important to be said. Hey it might happen.

He would look like a bigger idiot than he already was if he somehow accidentally just walked up to the wrong table and went like "hey bro I'm so cool sitting at another table, btw whoops Isn't even mine!! Like haha how cool is that!!" No it's not cool he would lie over and die from embarrassment. He wouldn't ever be able to face leorio again. So listening on might be a little valuable.

... Yeah and I'd like a table for two please... And away from all these people please... " He looked at pika as he said that and held him closer than he already had. I blushed and looked away. Why did he have to be like that? It was such a turn on. The lady smiled at them with her annoyingly bright smile and especially her attitude.

Ok he was a little jealous because he thought that she was way more beautiful than he could ever be. He didn't really hate all of that, she honestly was the most gorgeous thing that he had saw yet. And he felt a pang in his chest as he realized the obvious. Leorio probably thought so as well... Dam...

Why did she have to take the attention from me?? I wanted to snap that little skinny neck right off her body and make her drown in bloody hell for eternity-

I was stopped by my most wonderful thought by leorio himself. He was staring at me... And I knew immediately that he'd already know what I was thinking. Ah shit not again!! Could this date get any worse by my cause? I groaned and looked him straight in the eye. Go ahead say it I dared him silently. He did.

But it's not like I cared. I knew it was coming. "Pika..i know what your thinking so stop it right now. You're way prettier than that hoe could ever be ok. And you'd better believe it or so help me God I will make you believe it. And you probably don't want that way done to you pika... The only one who will be enjoying it is probably me!!" He laughed to himself as I burned up. That was so not funny leorio.

I slapped him and gave him the dirtiest look I could. "S-shut up pervert!! I don't want to hear that coming from you!!" He grinned at me and went down close to my ear as the lady guided us to our table. I was beyond embarrassed. It couldn't get any worse than this. V
But ofc as we all know you never say that unless you want to jinx it. Yeah it got worse. "What? It's the truth pika~ I really wish I could do you all day~oh and just so you know I totally would!!" He luaghed again as I shoved him away from me. "BAKA!!" I quickly left a laughing leorio behind and sat in my seat...

Oh he was gonna pay for doing that... And I knew just how to make him...