why is it you?

chapter 8: you're a simp killua

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Gon's pov:

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He knew that when he said thoes words and killua cracked up when he did, that what he said was probably stupid and very dumb. He couldn't help it!! Killua expected him to know everything and he didn't.

He pouted looking at him kinda mad that he was laughing at him and kinda wanted him to stop. But didn't say anything growling a little waiting for killua to explain.

"Why are you laughing killua? Did I get it wrong?" But of course he didn't hear him because of his dumb roaring. He was so annoyingly cute sometimes.

As soon as he got his breath again killua looked at him and his eyes searched his face for any questions he might have about that. Well he sure had some and he intended to ask them

"Then how do you make babies killua? Can it be with just anyone? Or dose it have to be with somebody that you love?"

He told him to slow down his questions, oops he went to fast again "𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘢𝘥" He thought. But he heard them so he didn't have to repeat it.

Once he answered them he knew that it would probably click in a few minutes. It didn't until he explained the questions that he had.

But what did he mean by show him? Why did he need to show him when he could just tell him? He didn't quite understand tht part but the other one he did so he decided to voice that out.

"Oh!! I know!! I get it now killua thanks for explaining!!" And by killuas expression he knew that he was thinking "𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩?" He was kinda pissed at that as well but of course didn't say anything again.

But what he did do is reach over the table to a surprised and now a little flustered killua flicking his forehead and humpting him as he did. "Meanie baka killua!!"

"OW!! ME!? what did I do!?" He looked at him annoyed rubbing the place that he flicked with his hand. Well he didn't care!! He could do that all he wanted, he totally deserved it to!!

Well... Maybe not... But still!! He thought he understood it but did he? If he did why would killua have to show him, and he didn't understand that. So maybe just maybe killua didn't deserve that.

Gon was an baka. But an adorable little cinnamon baka. He smiled and put his hands in his lap trying to look as cute as possible. "Oh nothing killua~i just wanted to do that tee-hee~"

Yes he knew that he probably sounded like a girly girl right now but he was trying to achieve that mind you. He would never do that on a daily basis if it wasn't to tug at killua. He had enough moral sense for understanding that at least.

"So gon... I guess if you were playing around and totally not trying to do that because you were mad at me, wanna go somewhere after this with me? I promise you'll like it."

He studied his face trying to see if he was serious or not. But he saw that he actually wasn't kidding around this time. His face had that seriousness to it that it usually did when he wasn't kidding.

He smiled again laughing and nodded joyfully. "Of course killua!! Id love to go with you anywhere!! Let's go already!!"

He sighed and twirled his fork around in the spaghetti that he had totally not finished and it was taking sooooo slow!! "Wait till I at least finish my spaghetti gon!!" He laughed and ate it getting suace all over his mouth.

He really wanted to lick it off him stealing a possible kiss from his lips, he wanted to so bad. But he didn't that's because killua used a dam napkin. Argh if he had just been faster!!

As soon as killua had finished he wiped his dam mouth again and got up pulling out his wallet and Putting the money in the bill-fold once he did he grabbed gon's he and and left with him. Gon blushed a little and let him be pulled with the larger male.

"Hey gon... Will you always be by my side forever? You kinda failed to do that though... So I wanted to ask can we start over? Please?" He looked back with pleading eyes and a pouty lip.

Oh come on!! He knew he couldn't resist that when he did that!! Totally not fair!! He looked back and bit his lip looking down adverting his eyes. Now killua made him feel something deep down in his gut with the shame. Guilt. And it wasn't a good feeling. He didn't like it.

He sighed and wished the feeling would go away but didn't act like it as his face lit up he smiled happily. "Of course killua!! I would never... Well I won't leave your side ever again!! I'll stay by you till I die if that's what it takes!!"

G-gon.... I love you... I love you very much... So when I get older... Please... Marry me...!!" As soon as that came out of his mouth he covered his with his good hand blushing the deepest red a person could be, he was sure of it.

"Killua... Yes of course I will!! I've been in love with you sense the beginning... Well it kinda developed over time to be honest!! But still I fell in love with you and that's all that matters!!"

He looked at killua confused after that and cocked his head to the side. "But how do you plan to keep this promise.... Do you have a prom.... Ise.... Ring.... -

He knew saying that he was going to pull it out. And not to his surprise he did. Right when he started the Sentence... Well not really halfway through he pulled it out. And that was beacuse he was shaking and stuttering to much to do it.

But he did and it broke gon's heart as be began to cry in happiness a little. Killua quickly looked back worried. " G-gon...!? I'm sorry!! Did I make you cry!? I'll just put it up for now a-and give it to you maybe later... If you  still want it.... "

Gon ran up to him grabbed his face as he bit his lips looking down feeling ashamed. He got the males full attention as he did this. That was good he wanted his attention for what he was about to do.

He kissed him to shut him up. He shouldn't just assume that he didn't want it. Of course he did!! He wanted it he has been wanting it forever!! Finally he had the courage to give it to him!!

He had found it a couple of weeks ago in his drawer. He had assumed that killua was saving it (or just to chicken) for later. But he had no idea that it was for now!! Or even for him!!

He was overjoyed as he pulled away and cupped the males face in his small limber hands. Killua of course was blushing hard and trying not to meet his eyes much.

But he knew that he was very happy inside. Very happy. It was obvious by the way he was scrunching up his nose and the corner of his lips moving a little.

It didn't matter. He knew and he was very happy that he was happy. He wanted to do it again but killua turned away trying to hide his crying overjoyed face. He was trying so hard but he wouldn't let him.

He turned his face to face him and smiled rubbing his cheek to wipe them off. It was adorable and he looked like a baby while doing that. To cute💚.

"Killua... Don't hide your beautiful face from me~i love you and you look so adorable so don't hide ever again from me ok. "

He blushed embarrassed and nodded looking back into his eyes. He put his shaky hands up to meet his, holding it in place where it was. He smiled and let him giggling. "Looks like somebody isn't being honestttt~"

He was kinda shy so he of course got very shy at that not responding and stuttering greatly. "I-i... I-i.. I-im b-b-being h-ho h-honest...!!"

That was all that he could muster before he kissed his cheek and grinned at him. "Yes you are~ common killua just admit it!! You totally are not!!"

He poked his cheek and said cheerfully. "You really are a simp for me killua!! ~!! And I love you!! "

He nodded understanding as he looked up at him about to say something that might change his entire perspective...