why is it you?

chapter 16: it all started when i first met you...

((WARRING SEXUAL CONTENT AHEAD SKIP IF NOT COMFORTABLE!! PROCEED))

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Gon's pov:

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Killua was going to cover his eyes... Why!!? What did he do that he would have to cover his eyes for? If it was anything he did wrong he would try to fix it no matter what!! He just had to tell him what he did wrong!!

But none of that mattered as he covered up his eyes. He was blind and he couldn't see anything. He felt like a crippled old man that couldn't see. He wanted to see what killua was doing he wanted to wrap his arms around him.

He couldn't do any of that. He Wimpered beacuse there was nothing else to do. he anxiously squirmed not sure what the perverted male was going to do next. He was sure that it was something bad and shouldn't be done between the two. What could he do about it though?

Not much that's what. In fact he was as blind as a bat so he couldn't do anything at all. Well killua sure could, he could feel every lick and suck that he gave on the male. And it felt so good to him that he made little sounds that he didn't know he could even make. That was embarrassing enough, but it seamed that with every noise and moan he made that killua got way harder.

That made him feel a feeling that he'd never felt before. A desire dwelling deep within his stomach. A feeling of pain and pleasure and weirdness all in one. He felt that something was about to be released and in a strong wave of pleasure. He was going to become addicted to this before he even knew it.

It felt so good. Words could not describe so he wouldn't try. The feeling of killua licking on his neck and down his body so tenderly. The feeling of being wanted and the little kisses he gave gon all over made him feel special. Like he accepted him just the way he was. It didn't matter if he was a girl or not.

And that last thought he thought caused him to scream out killua's  name and cum all over the larger male in a great force. Whoops. He didn't expect it to be that large. "I-im sorry killua... I-" He was cut off when he felt a really hard cock enter his painfully throbbing hole.

It was to hard and big and it hurt so bad. He cried out holding unto killua and screamed sobbing. Killua immediately stopped and cursed himself for doing this to him. "Oh gon!! Gon I'm sorry!! Here I'll stop now and you'll be ok!! So don't worry please!!" He rubbed the spiky unkempt hair of the male.

If gon could look at killua he would, but unfortunately that wasn't an option. He had his eyes covered to the max and he knew he wouldn't be able to see anything anytime soon. He would use one of his 5 senses to understand what was going on. His sense of touch. He would have to rely on that from now on.

He felt killua cup his slender face in his big strong hands. He smiled up at him and stopped crying letting killua lead him and encouraging him on to continue. He actually wanted this... He wanted to be connected to his love so badly it hurt.

"Killua... It's ok...!! It's fine I actually want to do this just as much as you do probably.  So it's ok I'm willing to go through as much pain as possible just to do that. " Killua immediately kissed him and proceeded but this time more loving and slower. It made gon happy.

He touched him all over almost as he was memorizing every curve and twist of him. Not that he had any curves really. It was all just flatness and more flatness. He also kissed him all over so gon squirmed living for the kisses and touches that killua gave. He wanted this kinda love more often.

He would do anything to get it. Anything.

As killua was finishing up with that he felt the same tightness building up as before. Oh no that wasn't really good. But did it really matter anyway? In the long run did it Matter? No if killua could do it without shame then so could he. And he would do it even better than killua ever could.

Yeah almost everything was a competition with him and killua. Almost everything. He would admit that some things he was definitely outclassed on. Like killua's skill. His nen. Sure he was an enhancer but he wasn't a transmitter like killua. And he had to admit that killua was way better than he was by a whole mile.

But it wouldn't stop him from trying. Nothing would stop him from trying. He would try to do something and wouldn't quit until he succeed in that thing. But killua was going to win in this aspect. He could tell. It was obvious that the larger male had a experience that he lacked.

And what he wondered was that where and how did he get that experience? He pouted to himself kinda jealous of the lucky girl(or guy) hey with killua it could be any one!! But still he was jealous of the lucky person. He pulled killua close and wouldn't let him go until he told him the truth.

"Killua... How do you have so much experience...? Was it a lucky somebody before me...? Tell me killua I want to know...!!" Upon hearing that he stiffed. Obviously he didn't want to tell him. But he would have to if he wanted to get free and continue what he was doing.

Killua sighed and hugged gon tight to him. Gon got excited and a little anxious at the same time. Was He was actually going to tell him? Or was he going to just stall holding him like that forever? Well he got his answer when killua answered his question finally after a thousand of long long minutes.

"Ok gon... You want to know the truth...? Well I'll tell you the truth then...it all started when I first met you and a little after that..."