𝐈𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝, 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐢𝐭.
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In the candlelit drawing rooms of 18th-century England, where corsets bound more than just waists and reputations were more fragile than lace, Lady Yuqi walked a fine line between duty and desire.
She was the prized jewel of the Zhao lineage-noble-born, raven-haired, her beauty whispered about in salons and painted in the imaginations of many eligible men. But she had no interest in simpering courtiers or dull aristocrats who only saw her as an acquisition. Beneath the silk and pearls, Yuqi was wild-hearted-curious, clever, and quietly rebellious. Her soul craved something that no debutante ball or embroidery lesson could ever offer.
So when her parents informed her of an arranged marriage, she had prepared herself for a lifetime of stifled sighs and gilded cages.
Until she met her.
Sitting alone in a grand estate, Yuqi felt the weight of expectation settle over her like the tight lacing of her gown. She adjusted her gloves, heart pounding louder than the clock that marked each agonizing minute.
Then the doors opened-and in walked the woman.
Tall, dark-haired, clad in the refined attire of a noble but with the posture of someone who owned the room outright. Her name was Soyeon.
She wasn't what Yuqi expected. Not a lord. Not a man. But neither was she apologetic.
Yuqi rose to her feet, stunned and drawn forward as if pulled by invisible thread. Soyeon's eyes, cold and calculating at first glance, seemed to pierce through fabric and pretense. A smirk tugged at her lips as she extended a gloved hand.
"I believe we are to be wed," she said coolly.
Yuqi's breath caught somewhere between a gasp and a laugh. "So it would seem."
Their courtship began with silence and stolen glances. It evolved into subtle defiance of etiquette-Yuqi touching Soyeon's hand a moment longer than was proper, Soyeon's eyes lingering too openly when Yuqi crossed the room. The air between them crackled with tension. It was improper. It was scandalous.
It was intoxicating.
Their wedding night was a symphony of whispers and sighs-slow at first, as if both were waiting for the other to pull away. But then the dam broke. Yuqi's lips trembled against Soyeon's shoulder as fingers undid rows of delicate buttons. Soyeon's mouth traced the curve of Yuqi's throat like a secret, like a vow. The velvet bed became their altar, and they worshipped each other with reverent hands and gasping breath.
Yuqi had never known pleasure could feel like this-hot and slow, edged with a hunger that bordered on reverence. She clung to Soyeon as the other woman whispered her name like a prayer.
But passion was only the beginning.
They were equals in wit, but Soyeon was always hiding something. She was gone at strange hours. Letters arrived in code. Her study was always locked. Yuqi's curiosity bloomed in tandem with her suspicion.
One night, unable to resist any longer, Yuqi entered the study with a pin and a silent prayer.
What she found behind the false drawer changed everything.
Maps. Letters bearing the royal seal. Names written in invisible ink. A dagger with the crest of the Crown.
Her chest tightened.
Soyeon, her wife-her lover-was a spy.
When she confronted her, Soyeon didn't lie. She didn't flinch. She only sighed and looked away, jaw tight.
"Did you ever plan to tell me?" Yuqi whispered, voice shaking with fury and awe.
"I couldn't," Soyeon said. "Not until I was sure... of us."
Yuqi paced the room, torn between betrayal and a rising heat in her blood-not just from hurt, but from understanding. Soyeon had lived in constant danger, protected not only the realm, but her. And she had done it alone.
"You don't have to be alone anymore," Yuqi said softly.
That night, they made love not as strangers finding one another, but as co-conspirators, equals. Their kisses were rougher, tinged with desperation. Yuqi pulled Soyeon's hair as she pinned her to the writing desk, the same one that had hidden her secrets.
"Next time," Yuqi breathed against her lips, "take me with you."
And she did.
Yuqi shed the identity of an idle aristocrat like a second skin. She became mistress of masks, fluent in flirtation and lies. Her beauty opened doors; her cunning got results. She learned to slip into parlors, whisper secrets over wine, and disappear without a trace. With Soyeon by her side, they danced on the knife's edge of danger.
At night, they loved each other like soldiers going to war. Yuqi learned every inch of Soyeon's body-every scar, every shiver. Their nights were firelit and fevered, mouths seeking solace in the silence between missions. There was always the possibility it could be their last.
But they survived. Again and again.
Years passed. The monarchy stabilized. Enemies faded. Their services were no longer required.
They retired in the countryside, in a stone cottage surrounded by roses and quiet. No more secrets. No more lies. Just the sound of Soyeon humming as she read, and Yuqi writing letters to no one in particular, her ink no longer coded-only poetic.
One afternoon, as they lay tangled in sheets, Soyeon brushed hair from Yuqi's face and whispered, "Do you ever regret it? Giving up that life?"
Yuqi smiled, pressing a kiss to her knuckles. "Not once. Because I didn't just find purpose... I found you."